Urgh.
I hate experiencing this emotion.
But I have no choice.
This sucks. Seriously manxzxcz

Bleeding releases pent up emotions.
Released in a tirade of crimson liquid.
Let go all at once in the madness of hurt and love.
Just like how crying conveys sadness.
Bleeding is an action to release.
And after that, we'll pretend everything's okay.
Like how it used to be.
And how it shall always be.

TELL ME!
YOU! BASTARD! I WANNA KNOW!
WHO AM I TO YOU!
I NEED TO KNOW!
TELL ME, YOU BASTARD!!

Let me enter your world.
Allow me to understand you.
Please, God, let me understand him.
I want to know him.
I want him to acknowledge me.
Please.
I said please.
Or allow me to let go of him.
Allow me to let go.
Please..

iwannatellyousomethingtoyouyoubastard
iloveyoularhsjustincaseyouwantedtoknowbutyouwillneverknow
itsyoucuzyoudontreadmyblogcuzimnobodytoyouiamontheedgeofgivingupand
ithinkyoulikeherandshelikesyousoihaveabsolutelynochancecuzimnotaspretty
orasfriendlyorasperfectforyouiwishiwasbutimnotand
ifeellikecryingcuzicantenteryourworldireallycannotreadanddecipheryou
whyisthissoweirdneverbeforehaveifeltsoconfusedandafraidofsomeoneinmyentirelife
whatdoyouwantbutthosethreelittlewordsareallireallywanttosaytoyoubut
icantineverwilliguessandthatsjustpathetic

Nights :)

♥ 11:38 PM

YAWWW!!
Today was great!
Actually everyday's great but today's highlight is
The Incident On The Bus In The Evening.
Lols.

So I was on the bus to Bedok Interchange with Evelyn sitting in front of me.
Sara alighted already.
We were sitting behind the staircase on the double deck bus.
Then at one stop, a group of boys came onto the bus.
One of them was wearing the NCC uniform.
Then the bus carried on and another group of boys, from different school I think, boarded the bus too.
Not sure if different school and different stops cuz I wasn't paying much attention.
I think they were Sec 1 boys.
And they were sitting at the front of the second deck, in front of the staircase there.

They started talking loudly..
Something like,"I know your mother and father no hair.. I mean the downstairs there la."
Then,"Downstairs there is grass la," was the reply.
So anyways, I thought they were friends and talking about random stuff and insulting one another like guys do.
But then a Chinese boy from the second group said something about the NCC guy.
Insulted his parents I think.
"I NOT TALKING TO YOU RIGHT, YOU NCC."
I don't even know if they know each other.
They were shouting something about gangs I think?
Shouting alot of things la.
The usual things.
Lols.
The Chinese dude said something about the NCC guy's parents.
And suddenly the NCC guy got up and went in front of the Chinese boy.
Pointed at him threateningly and said," Don't insult my mother and father uh."
Then the guy slapped the Chinese dude.
He went back to his seat but the Chinese dude not happy liao.

I think the Chinese dude was about to cry or something.
Sounded like it.
The Chinese dude got up also and went to the NCC guy's place, which was right across his, like want to fight like that.
Shouted at the guy and the whole second level could hear and watch.
Free show for me.
Lols.
He shouted stuff like,"YOU SLAP ME FOR WHAT! I ALSO NEVER SLAP YOU RIGHT!"
Then he insulted the guy's parents again.. Shouted vulgarities like cb, all that.
But the NCC guy don't make noise already.

His friends were restraining him and trying to get him back to his seat.
Then one of his friends, who I dunno if he was older or not, said," Okay okay. He's wrong, you're right. Okay?"
And the whole second deck was looking no..
Some other students were like,"Wa wa fierce siol," in a kinda sarcastic way I think and laughing softly?
And there was a Malay lady sitting diagonally across me who said,"Eh boy I better call the police uh? I call uh?"
But they couldn't hear her.

Finally the Chinese dude went back to his seat but he was still shouting and insulting the NCC guy's parents.
Then I shouted to the front,"Eh diam luh! Dun childish already can or not!"
Wanted to see their reaction.
Lols.
After I shout then the boy became softer and became quiet very quickly.
Lols.
But he didn't even turn back to look at me.

Ya then the bus became quiet after that la.
No entertainment le so I went back to listening to my music.
Hahas.
Oh, and all the boys alighted the bus at various stops and the Chinese dude was the only one left towards the end of the journey.
Poor thing.
Lols.
And yups, that's the bus incident.
:)

I went home and had a really late dinner around 9pm plus.
Okay that's all.
See yous.

♥ 10:06 PM

Actually wanted to blog about something that happened today but now I no mood manxzxcz!

NO MOOD.
WASTE TIME.
WASTE RESOURCES.
WASTE LIFE.
WASTE MONEY.
SERIOUSLY DAMN NO MOOD NIA!!

&&&&&
SERIOUSLY FEELING LEFT OUT.
REALLY TIRED LUH.
dunno what you're feeling.
dunno what i am to you.
feeling like giving up.
cuz i'm not part of your world.
you'll never know.
cuz i'll never tell.
it's better this way.
yups.
hope you will be happy with her.
:)
GAH GAH GAH GAH GAH
GAH GAH GAH GAH GAH
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU
ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY
SAD
SAD
SAD
HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS
HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS
HOPELESS HOPELESS HOPELESS
JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS
JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS
JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS
SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD
SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU
guess i don't know you that well.
why am i even saying this.
it's not as if you even bother to visit my blog.
cuz i'm nothing to you anyways.
laughs.
STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID
kimmy is officially at her end.
giving up now?
she's giving up.
ya.
GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP
DUN CARE LE DUN CARE LE
cuz obviously, you're better off with her than with me.
I HATE HAVING EMOTIONS LUH.
I HATE THAT YOU DON'T EVEN CARE.

♥ 9:05 PM

Shouldn't have done that.
It's really hurting like fark now.
And I can't breathe.
Damn pain luh.
Haish.
This is what happens when I do stuff like that.
Should have known better than to do things that will hurt myself.
Bye.

♥ 11:49 PM

No turning back
A boon or a bane
Every night, death opens its mouth
Tangles its tongue and comes for me
No turning back.

Undesired?
Is it not love?
Forever abandoned
If there're no doubts and nothing to lose
To the freedom of being born.

Justice for dying
Who's the one who can't turn back?
I'm tired of all the excuses
You notice it only when flesh gets piled up on the cart
And when all the sides get blocked.
The ceremonial halls are a taste of sweet honey, right?
Watching it through the glass window, you never look away.
Auschwitz goes crazy in silence
I'll give you god.


We're playing a game of Charades.
But we're both acting out the words.
I can't win this game we're playing.
So it's best I don't reveal my answer.
I'll keep my secret while you keep yours.
In this eternal game of Charades.
Our little game for two :)

Nights.

♥ 10:49 PM

Hello again!
I'm kinda in a good mood now hahas.
Okay..
Now, I'm gonna blog about a subject I was touching on with Sara just now.

Perfection.
A state in which someone or something is perfect or as good as they can be.
Is there perfection in life?
Some people believe so.
Some people don't.
I for one, believe that there is perfection.
But only when we accept the imperfect and see it as the best as it can go.
One man's meat can be another man's poison.
Nothing in this world is perfect if we refuse to accept it as it is.
Hence, I think that it is right to come to a conclusion:
That individuals who live solely to find perfection in life, will never be happy.
Because people who seek perfection and who's purpose is to find perfection, will never be truly happy with what they have.
Even the purest of waters will never be good enough for them.
For them, perfection is their ultimate goal.
Perfection is what they strive for.
They LIVE for perfection.

Even I am guilty of living for perfection.
Like I once said:
I am more concerned with perfection than with beauty or anything else.

Why do we seek perfection?
What do we gain from obtaining perfection?
Nothing at all.
Perfection is just an illusion in our minds.
Perfection is what we see when we believe it to be.
Or so it may seem.

Some may seek perfection to fill an emptiness in our hearts.
Because there is a void in our souls.
Because we believe that in order to be worthy to be loved, and to love, be must seek the greatest and the best.
Because without perfection, we are nothing.
Because without perfection, we are of the pits and nothing more.
Because without perfection, we have nothing else to live for.
Because living for perfection gives us something to live for.

Although there is no one true perfection for everybody, at least we know that there is something that we have.
And that is appreciation.
Taking the imperfect and seeing it in a different light.
Being thankful for what we have.
Appreciating what we have, and thinking of others.
Making the world a better place.

Happiness would be the true perfection over anything else.
Because without happiness, we have no reason to live.
Because everything we do, we do to make ourselves happy.

And that's what I want for you.
I want you to be happy.
I want you to be happy with me.
You and me.
Just me and you.
And that shall be my perfection.

:)
Gonna go read up a little of Biology now.
See yous.

♥ 9:12 PM

Yoz!!
Today had school as usual.
Time moved like uber slowly? During math class =,=
Wonderful, I have to complete all my math assignments from today onwards.
Then we had P.E.
Practiced 2.4km run.
Was like running with Sara for 4 rounds then she suddenly stopped when we entered the fifth round because of stitches.
I continued running despite feeling super tired..
Came in second after Edwin :)
However, my timing was not that good.
Which means either I lost my stamina, or I became fatter =,=

Blah blah blah blah
Went to Parkway to eat snow ice (again! =D) after school.
The snow ice auntie was very friendly to us.
I think she recognises us as her regular, loyal customers already :)
(sara, extra toppings remember? Lols.)
Sat in the snow ice shop for quite awhile..
Chit chatting and laughing like mad people.
Hmm.. Sugar high?
Lols.

After that, we went to Mcdonald's cuz I wanted to buy a burger.
Outside, I saw a group of 4 or 5 MacPherson Secondary students walking into the Mcdonald's.
Then I said to Sara,"I see MacPherson people. I wonder if Jonathan's there."
Walked into Mcdonald's, Sara went to use the washroom.
Was queuing up and guess who was beside me?

Yes, JONATHAN.
Lols.
Like seriously, what a freaking coincidence luh!
Then I said,"Err.. Jonathan?"
Lols.
Then we talked for awhile.
I was happy to see him of course.
Didn't see him for quite some time already.
And the coincidence too.
So I was smiling and grinning.
Sara came out finally, when Jonathan sat down at a table already.
When I told her, she was like,"Wa. And you were going on and on about seeing him here just now."

I think Jonathan's friends who were right beside me were staring at me.
Cuz I was like uber excited and.. Elated?
What!
So long didn't see him le, of course super happy luh!!
Lols.
Mad.
Eh, Jonathan!
Next time must meet up hor! :)

Anyways, bought my burger and we proceeded to East Coast Park.
Sat there, slacked. Talked.
Talked about alot of stuff.
Until 5.20pm then we walked back to Parkway and went our seperate ways.

Ahahaha I'm still happy about meeting Jonathan at Parkway!
Cuz that was something that truly brightened up my day!!
Yay!
Please don't think I'm psychotic.
I'm simply..
Wonderfully..
HAPPY, ECSTATIC, ELATED.
Hee ;3

♥ 6:46 PM

I became emo after all.
Wtf.

I was thinking about something..
And that is,
Does everything happen for a reason?
Are the people I know and meet in my life there for a purpose?
Sometimes there are coincidences that occur.
They do happen for a reason right?
I can think about, ponder on and brood over those questions for a long period of time.
So much so that I get dizzy and have a splitting headache.
But quite simply, I think I might have the simplest answers for those questions.

Yes, everything happens for a reason.
Yes, people are in our lifes because of fate.
Yes, coincidences happen in our lifes because they are signs of where our life is going.
Everything would come full circle with what is going on in our lifes.
Then tell me why I have the friends that I have.
And why I'm here in the place that I'm in?
Am I supposed to help my friends or are they supposed to help me?
Which will impact our lifes the most and which will just float quietly away?
Those are the questions I wished I had never asked myself.

You came into my life for a reason.
Maybe you will be the one who makes my life better.
Or maybe you will be the one who gives me what I deserve.
Maybe you're my retribution.
Maybe for what I've done to others,
You will hurt me.
The coincidences are there.
I'll have to link it up,
Find the full circle,
I'll see where this charade ends up at.

I can't decipher what you're thinking.
Others were so easy for me.
It's only you who's being so difficult.
And I have no clue why.
I swear I can't figure you out.
Won't you let me into your world?
Why must it be you?
I don't know what you're thinking.
And I've never felt so confused and afraid of anyone else before.

You know what would be funny now?
If I actually end up crying myself to sleep tonight.
For no valid reason.
Laughs.
Bye.

♥ 11:53 PM

Yo!
I'm back from Malaysia :)
Attended my cousin's wedding there.. And it was absolutely great!
I'm so happy for him and his new wife =D
I really loved being there with my relatives and friends..
Such a wonderful feeling.
I felt like I really belonged somewhere there and then.
Anyways, I'll post the photos from the wedding another day, when I am able to make use of my laptop.

Lots of things happened over the weekend.
I went to a hair salon in Malaysia.
Initially, I was supposed to just wash and blow my hair there, but I requested to cut my hair.
So, my fringe was cut to be more defined.
And I asked the guy to thin the ends of my hair a little bit.
Unfortunately, my right side of my fringe is slightly higher than my left side D=
But other than that, my hair is fine :)
And alot of the people I met in Malaysia said that I looked like a Japanese girl.
Lols.

Another thing is..
MY PREPAID CARD NO VALUE LIAO LARHHH!!
Me not happy.
Cannot sms, cannot receive calls, cannot call people..
Wait I lost somewhere then how? Cannot contact people? Then how?
Huh? You tell me!
Lols.
Neh, not so bad la.
I'm just upset because I can't sms =,=

Alrighty! There's school tomorrow. Urgh. Spoil my mood.
Wtf.
Blah blah blah blah.

It used to be just you and me
And me and you
But everything seemed to change
When I came back.
I guess it's just me
Feeling so uneasy
But I'm not sure
Why everything seemed to change
When I came back.
Or maybe it was just false emotions.

1 thing
2 say
3 words
4 you

Blah blah blah blah
I must not let emoness take over my mind now!
Must be positive!
Okay..
Yay! There's school tomorrow.
And you know what that means??
Yes! Friends and teachers and homework and studying!!
Hurray for school!!
=D

Alrighty then..
Have a blessed night!
Bye ;3

♥ 11:16 PM

Today, after school hours were great.
I was free from 12.30pm to 9pm plus cuz there was no extra classes.

After school, I brought Rosi and Sara to Ubi to realter their skirts.
I went home first, then walked to the opposite side to the ATM machine.
Cuz Rosi had to withdraw some money.
It was sweltering hot!!
Then bused to Ubi,
Where we had to walk under the blazing heat to the tailor.
Omg I felt dizzy after that.

After Rosi and Sara gave their skirts to the tailor, we split paths.
Rosi and Sara took a taxi to Tampines Mall, because they had to catch the 2.15pm screening of 'Confessions of a Shoppaholic'.
I bused to the interchange and took the MRT to City Hall.

Met Marcus at the staircase near Seoul Garden.
Then went into Seoul Garden to have lunch.
I didn't eat much..
OMG I JUST REALISED I ONLY ATE ONE SMALL PLATE OF MEAT!!
Wtf waste money =,=
Lols.
Because I was drinking the peach tea like crazy and thus, I drank myself full =,=
Stupid.
And I drank soup which Marcus put ice-cream into.
Tasted normal, except got a little bit of a sweet taste.
Lols.
And ate super chao da chicken.. Which I fried in ice-cream.
It was alright at first, but then it started getting horridly bitter so I spat it out.
Hahas.
Marcus said I sure lao sai =,=

After eating, went out. Marcus smoke for awhile.
Walked around Marina Square.
Walked to the rooftop.
Sat down there, doing nothing.
Then went to several staircases to sit down and slack.
Went to one staircase, did some stupid thing there. Lols.
Walked out and went to Suntec.
And at Suntec, walked up and down several times the same lobby of the exhibition hall.
For dunno what reason. Hahas.
Then stood at the pillar there like idiots. Like last time.
Was wondering what the hell to do now then decided to leave cuz we really couldn't think of anything else to do.
Lols.
Went to the bus stop.
My bus came first then I quickly ran into the bus. Almost drove off without me.

I rode the bus to Marine Parade.
Oh, and I had enough value in my handphone for 2 smses.
Luckily, I managed to meet Rosi and Sara at Marine Parade library.
We went to Parkway, where we walked around for abit.
Then went for dinner at Ajisan Ramen.
I didn't eat anything except for a piece of tempura fish.
But I did drink 3 glasses of water. Lols.

After their dinner, headed to East Coast.
Slacked there, under the stars.
Was lying down and staring at the sky.
Was so beautiful and relaxing, all 3 of us just wanted time to stop.
We wished for that to happen upon the stars. Hahas.
But it didn't happen, of course.
Was debating about which lights were stars and which were aeroplanes.
About high tide, blah blah blah.
Was really tranquil and peaceful,
there and then :)

But all good things have to come to an end.
Left East Coast.
Sara went to a different bus stop from me and Rosi.
I was like, uber tired at that time, but something happened with Rosi that made me laugh like mad on the bus.
Ahahahahahaha!! =D
Hee.

That concludes my day.
I'm happy.
And I'm going overseas for the weekend, so I won't be blogging for the two days.
Bye :)

♥ 9:17 PM

Damn, I'm so mad.
My life is totally screwed up now!
Not to be pessimistic, but it is!!

I know that it's the
O Level year
but so many things are happening at once!!
Gosh, so many things are running through my mind now.

Firstly,
I keep telling myself that it's high time I started studying and doing Ten Year Series and all that,
But my habit of procrastination always kicks in.
Okay, I MUST MUST MUST
STOP PROCRASTINATING
AND START STUDYING!!!
It's top priority.

Secondly,
Financial matters =,=
I'm a student, I know.
Make that a student who has a big hole in her pocket.
Zzz..
I really shouldn't have splurged on impulse at the beginning of the year.
(my ang pow money gone! D=)
It's time to save up!
No more procrastinating saving up money too!!!
I'm gonna be an extremely money minded person!!
Kimmy is officially broke =,=

Thirdly,
Why does my social life have to improve only during my crucial year when I cannot go out?
Argh.

Fourthly,
Why are people trying to make my life miserable?
Seriously.
Sometimes, I just want to be left alone.

Okay luh.. Anyways now I have like, a million things to worry about.
So stressed!!
Currently, I'm the most concerned about my
STUDIES!!
Oh gawd..
Oh, and I'm depressed over the money that I spent on impulse :(
No more spending money on impulse and MORE studying from tomorrow onwards!

I must must must not screw the rest of my life up by screwing up the O Level papers.
And I must must must be more sensible about financial matters.
It's time to change my attitude and take my own life more seriously.

Okay, thanks for reading :)
Did I just give you a bad impression about my attitude?
Lols.. I do have some issues, I think.
Well, I'm gonna change for the better.
Nights.

♥ 11:31 PM

I think my hair is screwed up.

Bye.

♥ 9:45 PM

I've been eating ALOT since Saturday for reasons unknown.
Lols.
Like, seriously.
Eat and eat cuz I feel hungry most of the time.
How horrible D=
From today onwards,
NO MORE BINGE EATING!!
Urgh..
Seriously have to go on a diet.
=,=

And yay!(?)
I just cut my own fringe again.
Change fringe style again.
=,=
Dunno whether nice or screwed up.
Have to wait for hair to dry before can see the real results.
Argh. Hope it's not screwed up :(
Or I'll need an emergency hairstyling session.
Plus, I'll get scolded by my friends and family for screwing up my hair.
Especially from Sara.
Lols.

♥ 8:07 PM

Write the names of 21 friends you can think in ur mind.And then answer the questions, say you're guessing if you don't know.But at least guess on all of them.

1. Rosiana
2. Sara
3. Xin Yi
4. Evelyn
5. Marcus
6. Aliff
7. Sheng Yang
8. Damien
9. Kok Peng
10. Hui Juan
11. Elonah
12. Joel Mathias
13. Benjamin Tan
14. Jun Lin
15. Erin
16. Han Soon
17. Jonathan
18. Min Yu
19. Jordan
20. Desmond
21. My Dog

1. How do i meet 7? (Sheng Yang)
In School =)

2. What would u do if u and 15 had never met? (Erin)
Dunno. Cuz if I never met her, I wouldn't even know that she exists..
So.. My life would still go on =)

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (Desmond & Rosiana)
Trying to stop Sara from murdering Rosi.

4. Have u seen 17 cried? (Jonathan)
Don't think so. May have forgotten. Hahas.

5. Would 4 & 16 Make a good couple? (Evelyn & Han Soon)
They don't even know each other..?

6. Do u think 11 is attractive? (Elonah)
Of course =D

7. What is 2's Favourite colour? (Sara)
Black and White.

8. When the last time i talked to 9? (Kok Peng)
Does tagging on blogs count as talking? Lols. Not sure.

9. What language does 8 speaks? (Damien)
English, Weird Chinese and POKKIPOOKABLAHBLAHBLURRR

10. Who is 13 going out with? (Benjamin)
I don't know. Hahas.

11. Would u ever date with 17? (Jonathan)
Of course =D Lols. Jkjk.

12. Where does 18 live? (Min Yu)
Somewhere in Bedok..Near the school.

13. What is the best thing about 4? (Evelyn)
She bakes and cooks well =)

14. What would u like to tell 10 right now? (Hui Juan)
Hello Hui Juan.

15. What's the best thing about 20? (Desmond)
uh . o_o no idea .

16. Have i ever kiss 2? (Sara)
I kiss her everyday . :)

17. What is the best memory you have of 5? (Marcus)
Lols. Going out with him on Friday.

18. When is the next time u will be seeing 4? (Evelyn)
Tomorrow .

19. How is 7 different from 6? (Sheng Yang and Aliff)
The school, the race.. Alot luh.

20. Is 2 pretty? (Sara)
Of course larh ;3

21. What is the first impression of 15? (Erin)
Erm..Sensible and matured? Lols. I was wrong =D

22. How did you meet 3? (Xin Yi)
School ! :D

23. Is 15 one of your best friends? (Erin)
Not really =/ She's in Perth now )=

24. Do u hate 12? (Joel)
Neh.

25. Have u seen 18 in the last month? (Min Yu)
Saw her today .

26. When was the last time u saw 16? (Han Soon)
About FOUR YEARS ago. Lols.

27. Have u been to 5's house? (Marcus)
Nope. Lols.

28. When's is the next time u will see 10? (Hui Juan)
Tomorrow.

29. Are u close to 11? (Elonah)
Now, kinda =)

30. Have u been to the movie with 4? (Evelyn)
I forgot. Hahas.

31. Have u gotten any trouble with 8? (Damien)
So far so good, so nope.

32. Will u give 19 a hug? (Jordan)
Lols. Wth? Ya, I would ;3

33. When have u lied to 3? (Xin Yi)
No idea o.o

34. Is 11 good in socializing? (Elonah)
YESSSS!!! VERYY!!

35. Do u have know a secret about 8? (Damien)
Neh,it's not a secret anymore.
I mean, everyone knows that he's gay..

36. Describle the relationship between 12 & 18? (Joel and Min Yu)
Classmates.

37. What's the best thing about ur friendship with 9? (Kok Peng)
That I have more friends around. Lols.

38. What's the worst thing about 6? (Aliff)
Nothing. Lols. *ahem*bananasuit*ahem*

39. Have u ever have a crush with 12? (Joel)
NO =.-

40. How long have u know 2? (Sara)
i KNOW her for 4 years .

41. Does 11 Have any boyfriend or girlfriend? (Elonah)
Yup.

42. Have u ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? (Rosiana)
Ho hum..
Occasionally.
Lols.

43. Has 21 met ur parents (My Dog)
Nope.

44. How did you meet 11? (Elonah)
School.

45. Did u ever accidently phyciscally hurt 3? (Xin Yi)
Heh. Never ;3

46. Do u live close to 7? (Sheng Yang)
Currently, yea.

47. What's 8 Favourite food? (Damien)
Sushi?? Unagi?? Lols.

48. What kind of car does 1 have?(Rosiana)
Toy car.

49. Have u travelled anyway with 9? (Kok Peng)
Travelled on MRT. Lols.

50. If 14 have $100, what would he/she spend it on? (Jun Lin)
I don't know. Hahas =)


I got this survey from Sara.
And if your name is up there,
Do the survey too!
Thank You =)

♥ 4:00 PM

If everything was alright,
then why does it hurt this much?
I don't know
except that it must have something to do with you :)

Bye.
I Love You

♥ 6:47 PM

Wow it's back to school.
Funny how time flies eh?
Hahas.
I didn't even want to post this cuz..
I wanted time to stop.
I wanted to not have to think about tomorrow,
or the day after,
or what could happen.
Wouldn't it be wonderful if I could just not think of
anything?

Well,
That's never gonna happen.
Well,
Guess it's time for me to face the music.
I should stop avoiding things.
Lest everything becomes worst.

Photos freezes everything eh?
Now I know the value of photographs.
It's just that..
Looking at photographs make me believe that I'll be able to get through this.
And that maybe one day,
I can revisit that day.
And I won't have to think anymore.

Nights.
Take Cares.
Bye.
I Love You

♥ 12:07 AM

Here are the photos for yesterday's outing~


At Seafood Harvest restaurant and just tucking into my soup



Marcus take de picture at the Far East balcony






At Suntec Balcony









At KFC with Rosi






Me drinking Milo at KFC


Actually got somemore photos of me and Rosi at the Esplanade.
But I lazy to upload.
Lols.
I have no time to upload also.
I have to log off soon.
Gah.

And.. Marcus!
Never let me take photo of you!!
Next time better let me take hor!
Lols.

Okay, that's all for today.
Bye bye =)

♥ 9:44 PM

Eh today went out of the house at around 11.30am?
Met Rosi at Eunos Interchange at 12.04pm.
Late for 4 minutes only whatever luh!
Okay so went to Bugis.. Then went to Seafood Harvest to have lunch.
I ordered the Fish and Chips while Rosi ordered the pasta.
Hahas so Sara came and joined us while we were sipping our soup.
She went onto the Internet using her phone..
And we were laughing like mad while reading somebody's blog.
Because.. Her blog posts were like frigging primary school compositions =,=
Lols that gave us some nice laughs.
Wahaha

After eating our lunch, we went to Bugis Street.
I followed Sara and Rosi only luh while they bought their shades.

Then at 2pm like that I went away from them and stood in front of the Sex Shop =,=
Cuz I was gonna meet Marcus there.
Finally saw him then followed him and walked around.
He wanted to buy something at first but at the end got nothing to purchase.
So walked, walked and walked..
Occasionally talked.

Then he ask me if want to go to Far East.
I was okay with anything so we crossed the road to Bugis Junction.
When we crossed the road, Sara smsed me: "Turn Around"

Do you know how funny and comical it is to see two noobs, both wearing shades and laughing like siao, running behind you??
How inconspicous.
Lols.
I was like wtf??
Then Marcus looked back also.. And I guess he was wtf too.

So blah blah went to Orchard..
First train was too crowded so we waited for the second train.
Walk to Far East, halfway stop and sit at the bench there.
Marcus smoked.
Continue walking up.
Went to Far East walked, walked.
Then nothing to do so go to outdoor balcony.
Marcus wanted to smoke there but the whole place was practically plastered with "No Smoking" posters.
Lols.
So anyways, slacked there lor.
Sat there and did nothing..
Marcus took some pictures as *evidence*. Lols.
There was a man who walked onto the balcony too and was like staring at us.
As if we did something wrong.
What? Sit there also got wrong meh?
And the ironic thing was even though the whole place was plastered with "No Smoking" signs, beside me got two cigarette butts.
Laughs.

Then got up.. Went downstairs outside there.
Marcus go smoke while waiting for Sara and Rosi to come.
Yea.
Sara went off and Rosi joined us.
And after that, we stood outside 7-11 like idiots cuz we didn't know where to go or what to do.
Stood there for like half an hour? Lols.

Then decided to go to City Hall.
Went into HMV to see the J-Rock CDs..
Talked a little about visual kei with Marcus.
Yes, Visual Kei owns :)
After that went to arcade first I think.
One word to Marcus:
Pro.
Hee ;3

Then went to outdoor balcony there. Marcus smoke. Rosi was running around taking pictures, I was stoning there.
Lols.
Okay luh, sometimes got up to take photos with Rosi.
Then I go back and sit at the stairs with Marcus.
Slacking is my hobby nia.
I like just sitting down and not having to do anything.
Hahas.

Then walk walk to the end of the mall for Rosi to withdraw money.
Walk down, where Marcus had to leave and Rosi and I went for dinner.
Kay said bye bye all that then went to KFC.
Laughs.

By the time we ate finish it was like what, 8pm?
Then I pleaded with Rosi to pei me go Esplanade for awhile.
Went there.. So nice okay.
Took pictures, sat down for awhile.
But had to go home luh.
And Rosi almost ran onto a bus that was bound for Orchard ._.
Lucky I stopped her.
By screaming her name and dashing across the road.
And people were staring at me. Wtf.
Lols.

Took the MRT back to Eunos Interchange then bused home.
Reached home at like 9.30pm.

Yups that concludes my day.
Sigh.. Dunno when is the next time I can go out again :(
Photos will be posted next time.
See yous :)


Oh, and oh ya,
THUMBS UP!! =D
Roflmao :)

♥ 10:48 PM

DARN YOU, PIMPLE BREAKOUT!!!

♥ 1:42 PM

Today cannot go out.
.
.
.
SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
=.=
Or else now I would be in Vivocity with Rosi and Aliff already luh!!
Grr..
Hate that time passed by so quickly and that it's already the crucial year already.
And just when my social life was improving.

Kay whatever.
It's time for me to look at things in a more positive light already.
ENOUGH OF BEING EMO!
Hee ;3
So today, I shall go complete my outstanding Geography homework!!
Yeh :)

♥ 1:01 PM

Today after school, went home.
Called my mum and asked her if I could go meet her at vivocity today in the evening.
She allowed, and told me to bring my sister along.
So blah blah blah...
(Lazy to say. Hee.)
Then my sis and I met Sara and Jeremy at Marina Square.
(Eh, I still feel slightly guilty luh Sara =x lols)
Then we walked around.
Then walked to Raffle's City.. Jeremy bought a shirt from Topman.
Went to the foodcourt upstairs because Jeremy and Sara wanted to buy a drink.
So we sat down for awhile there.
Talked a little and after they finished their drinks, Jeremy went off.
So we continued walking around the shopping centre.
Browsed through clothes and shoes in Esprit and River Island.

Hey, I'm FAT luh :(

Lols. So anyways, my sis and I had to pang seh Sara to go to harbourfront. Sara was gonna meet her parents in Suntec anyways.

Sis and I took the mrt to Harbourfront and met my parents and their friends.
My parent's friends are like really friendly and nice to talk to luh..
A characteristic not usually found in adults.
Hee ;3
Had dinner together at 'Dian Xiao Er'. It was an enjoyable meal.
Cuz nowadays I like having people around me :)

My family walked around the mall after my parent's friends left.
And I finally bought my heels!
=D
Happy.
I need them anyway, for a wedding I will be attending next week. Hahas.
So, bought my heels then went home.
That's all.

Hai.. I can't go out tomorrow though. Sad.
A BIG SORRY TO ALIFF for cancelling on you at the last minute.
So ps eh =.-

Okay done with today's post.
Night Nights ;3

♥ 11:49 PM

And honestly, after yesterday,


I do not know what I really want
and
Who I really am.

Loves,
KIMMY

♥ 9:57 PM

I don't like things to end like this
Where you stop talking to me
I didn't want things to be this way
I guess fate has some other plans for me
I wish you would understand
And not walk out of my life just like that
Things were going so well
Life is unfair
Life sucks
And I guess that is just the way it's gonna be from now on
Maybe one day you'll know how how I really felt about you.

Try your hardest to remember

♥ 11:18 PM

I've been saving love songs and lullabies
And there's so much more
Nobody has heard before
Maybe it's you
I've been waiting for all of my life.


You packed in the morning and I
Stood at the window and I
Struggled for something to say.
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way
Now I love you more then I
Loved you before and where
I'll find comfort,
God knows.
Cuz you left me here
Just when I needed you the most.

♥ 10:45 PM

I swear.
Gah!!
I was supposed to go meet someone today.. But nooo. Something just had to happen!
What on earth!
If that something didn't happen yesterday, I would be out meeting up with someone already!
Gaaaahh!!
Is this a sign to show that I should commit social life suicide and become a super nerd??
Os are so close and yet I'm just too tired to even bother.
Anyways, the thing is.. It's the freaking March holidays! I should be out and about meeting and catching up with people and instead this happened.
I think that I'll be going out on Thursday and Friday though..
HOPEFULLY!
And to that person whom I'm supposed to meet today, apologies that crap had to happen at the last minute -.-
I have no idea when and how we would meet.
Gah!
Feeling exasperated!
Kinda. Lols.

I'll blog about my camp later when I can use the laptop because there's lots of stuff I wanna say about it!
Hee :)

Okay bye for now.
I'm off to complete my outstanding homework ;3

♥ 6:14 PM

Hahaha today was quite a good day. All my classes were nice and all..Talked to alot of people..Was a rather okay day larh.
However, there was a dark and ominous period of 1 hour just after my recess.
That was..
Chemistry class
Why do I say that?
Okay let's start from the very beginning.
(The beginning meaning recess time.)
I bought a a cheesy hot dog during recess within 2 minutes. Thanks to the nice people up in front whom I happen to know. And luckily Chee Eng was in way at the front of the "queue" (more like crowd) and was willing to help me buy two hot dogs.
One for me, one for Xin Yi.
Thank you Chee Eng. Hahas =D
Then shop hopped to the Chinese food stall and bought 2 sticks of 'Corn chicken' and two Honey Chicken Wings. Went to the vending machine and bought a can of green tea because Milo was all totally sold out.
I swear, those people put drugs in Milo. Every student in the school is drinking packet Milo.
After purchasing our food like it was a buffet, Xin Yi, Evelyn and I proceeded back to the 4B classroom where Sara and the others were at.
Ate there. Bell rang and we had to go back to our classroom.
I walked back to my classroom at the end with my unopened can of green tea and uneaten cheesy hot dog.
Chemistry started when the teacher came into my class. All was find and well when suddenly..
DUM DUM DUM
I realised I left my file in 4B.
And the file contains all my stuff because it's the only thing I brought to school.
I was wondering whether to go get my file from 4B or go after Chemistry. Oh well, better go get it now because I need my notes too.
So I got up, and asked the teacher," Umm..I left my stuff at 4B..Can I go get them?"
The teacher showed me the annoyed face and I thought I was screwed.
I had been keeping a low profile in front of this particular teacher since Sec 3.
Then that teacher said,"Now only you realise you left your stuff at 4B, when the lesson's going to start."
I looked at her, as if to ask what I should do next and she said, "Quickly go take and come back."
I rushed out of the classroom. Jogged to 4B, knocked on the door and politely asked the teacher inside if I could go take something.
Grabbed my file which was nicely on Elonah's table, smile smile at Elonah and Joel and rushed back out of the classroom.
Walked briskly back to my classroom, because I needed desperately to keep a low profile in front of my Chemistry teacher.
However, when I walked into my classroom and looked at Sara, she said,"Your phone!"
I was like "Huh?"
I thought my phone kena confiscated because I left it on my table.
Turns out somebody called me.
In that freaking 1 minute I was out of the class.
And my phone wasn't on silent mode.
Wth???
Got this type of coincidence one meh???
Nobody calls me de lor! Not on Silent mode, left it on my desk, went out of class for ONE minute and somebody CALLS me.
?!?!?
I thought it was my faggot buddy, but it turned out to be somebody else.
Who has NEVER called me before and I have NEVER expected to call me.
?!?!?
Then I was thinking,"There goes my low profile. Never mind, let's drink this can of green tea because I'm thirsty."
So I grab that can of cold green tea and opened it by lifting the tab on the top.
POPPPP
I thought open a can not this loud de?
How come the sound amplify x10 de??
Already so conspicuous then somemore need to get more attention with that green tea??
Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeken -.-'

Anyways, I managed to survive that Chemistry class and everything else was okay after that =)

After school:
Didn't have music so I went to East Coast Park with Sara, Xin Yi, Elonah, Hui Juan, Hui Juan's boyfriend (forgot his name again), Joel and Christopher.










Went home.
That's all.
Lols.

I will be away in camp from Friday to Sunday.
Hence, I won't be blogging for 2 days.
However, SMS me if there's anything because I'm still bring my baobei handphone along. Hahas.
Brandon and I are gonna bring chips and food to the camp! Wonder if the others are gonna bring food also.
Bring Marshmallows, then can Barbeque at the campfire.
And Brandon says he's gonna share my toothbrush -.-
Guys, we're gonna step down soon, so make this the most memorable one ever okay!
JYJY!!

Downloading new techno songs now..
Haiya, taking so long.
Okay I think that's all for today.
Bye ;3

♥ 9:22 PM

Wow, I'm such a moron.
Hee ;3

Kimmy loves Sara, Rosi, Xin Yi, Evelyn and Sheng Yang.

Fuck you
Fuck you very very much
:)

Nights.

♥ 10:43 PM

KIMMY KAY KAY FARKING ECSTASY
would like to thank
the WONDERFUL person in her life
who made her know that she was hopeless.
Kimmy says to tell her something she doesn't already know, and that the word 'useless' would also be another fantastic word to describe her.
Kimmy also would like to thank all the lovely people who ignored her and didn't reply her when she messaged them.
That's 5 cents she spent on SMSing you, and 1 minute of her life spent to think about what to say. But it's alright, because Kimmy loves those people anyways :)
Kimmy would like to encourage everyone to study hard and enjoy their lifes in the future because you guys can do it!
Don't end up hopeless and useless like her.
Okay? :)

♥ 9:23 PM

Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

<3

♥ 5:47 PM

It is not too late for me to give up and turn my back onto everything is it?
Maybe if I think and believe hard enough, I'll make it through.
Then again, I've had enough of thinking.
I don't want to hear people telling me what to do, or saying stupid stuff that mean almost nothing to me.
So my dear audience, do not piss me off for this period of time or I swear you will effing regret it.
I've had enough of pretending and being in this masquerade.
Don't give me this shit now.

Nights.

♥ 11:14 PM

I'm really confused now. Darn these mood swings.
Is this the life everyone of my schoolmates are living? One where we barely have time for ourselves?
I have to resort to watching teenage television like 'OKTOlive!' and reading teenage magazines just to feel in touch with outside life.
I don't know if everything would be better after the major exams. What if it doesn't?
I can't cope being alone, without someone who can have fun with me. Without someone who would break the rules.
I'm just so tired
and I mean more than just that.
Bye.

♥ 8:39 PM

Today was the first time in ages since I didn't have anything on after school. No extra classes! None! Zero! Nada!! Oh my gosh!! Almost unbelievable!
So, my friends and I were deciding where to go after school. I think it would be right to say that we were...
Excited??
Oh my..
Sara, Xin Yi and I went to the Esplanade first. Bought popcorn and crackers and sat at the waterfront. We were eating and talking..
Went to Marina Square next to see some accessories.
Planning to buy group ring engraved with our names during March holidays. I think Bugis sells those type of rings.
Can't wait for holidays, can so called relax for one week. Even though we still have classes everyday. At least we have more time for ourselves during that one week luh. But still must study okay!
Back to what happened today- Walked around, looked at handphones. Oh, I'm so going to go shopping with my friends during the holidays too hor. Hahas.

I don't know if I'm going to wake up early again tomorrow morning. I'll see first.
Tomorrow got Additional Mathematics test somemore.
Sian diao -.-


I wish I was prettier and smarter.
I wish I was perfect.

♥ 7:24 PM

So tired. This is my last post for the day.

What is a pity is that you'll never know
Because I'll never tell.
What is a pity is that maybe you felt the same way
But I'll never know
Because you'll never tell.
What is a pity is that perhaps we'll find out that we shared this same feeling
When it's too late.
But we'll never know
Because we'll never admit
Because we'll never tell
Until it's all too late.
What is a pity is that there was a possibility
That we could have spent our lifes together
But that possibility was diminished
Because we'll never tell
Because it was a secret too embarrassing
And one we would take to the grave.

♥ 10:37 PM

Heh after school, we went to Techview for lunch again.
Started to chat about something and we started to laugh like mad. I think I laughed the worst. Lols.
Went crazy as we walked back into school.. Started to shriek and laugh and beat Rosi. Rosi buay tahan wo then scream and chase after me.
I couldn't run because I was like dizzy from laughing so I kena beat by Rosi too. Lols.
After class, went back to Techview to look for Xin Yi.
Went to void deck to wait for Sara.
Sara came then both of them went home.

I went home for awhile to put my file then went down again. Chatted with Rosi over the phone.. Sat at the void deck, talking for like 20 minutes before going home again. I think I was talking too loud luh.. Was laughing while I was talking to her. Sitting there and laughing alone. Wth.
Lols I so bo liao right. "But the weather today nice siol.. So must lepak lepak downstair". Hahaha.

I'm meeting Rosi at Mac again tomorrow morning. But I'm not eating. Just want to go out early to hang around until it's time to go to school. Hahas. Oh, and also to buy canned food for the food drive project. Hee ;3

♥ 8:09 PM

Today blog quite early hor.
Because I woke up quite early also. Set the alarm at 5.40am but woke up at 5.20am. Hahas.
Going to meet Sheng Yang at Mcdonald's at 6.30am. I think I'll be there earlier? Hahas.
I like waking up early nowadays. The sky is still dark then can go out walk and have breakfast.
Better not everyday eat Mcdonald's leh.. Later I become fat. Lols.
Okay I'll end this here.. Gotta go out meet Sheng Yang le.
Blog later :)

By the way, it's so convenient to have WIFI access on a handphone.. Can blog anytime I want. Hahas.

♥ 6:01 AM

Hello, I've been blogging alot recently no?
Joined Rosi's Chemistry tuition today. Irdina and I were having loads of fun disturbing Rosi. Hahas.
Today was my first session and guess what, we got a test! Somemore its their first test. Lols. Who has the moley butt?

After tuition, I went to City Hall for some shopping. Finally bought my school shoes, even though they weren't what I wanted exactly. Was frustrated at first (over shoes o.o) but later realised that those shoes were rather nice too.
Then went to Kallang for dinner.. Wasn't really hungry so I ate very little.
Came home, showered, dunno did what, watched unexpected access, then started blogging on my phone.

Haiya, I hate hongsters.
Hongster never die ;3
Shut up Sara and Evelyn.

There's P.E tomorrow! Hope teacher gets us to do the 2.4km run tomorrow instead of doing sit ups, pull ups or something. 2.4km run would be fun! 5 stations=Quite on the boring side.

Oh, and "Who the fuck is Alice: Happy Hardcore" is a nice song ;3

♥ 10:47 PM

Yay! Got our new car today! It's a sleek, elegant Chevy Epica~
Very nice car.. It has noise insulation, and spacious interior. Not to mention the beautiful control panel at the front =) I'm happy for my parents. Hahas. (Free advertising here? Hahas.)

Anyways, told you I would be back.
Woke up at 6am today because I was meeting Rosiana, Darren, Chee Eng and Wei Chi at Mcdonalds for breakfast. I ate the hotcakes meal. I couldn't eat the whole meal though.. Was full by my second pancake.
Wei Chi was so damn funny la! He is like the KING OF MONEY or something. We played 'snatch the money'. At first Wei Chi lost to Rosiana, but when Darren and Chee Eng let him smell the $2 note, he gained power. Lols.
Saw Sheng Yang when we were about to leave. He was da bao-ing coffee for the NCC guys. Saw Brandon and Jun Yong in Mac too.
After breakfast, we went out and it started to rain. Unlucky much? We had to go back to school for extra classes and it was drizzling. The slight drizzle became quite a shower though, so we had to run for shelter.
We made it to shelter luh. Then I said to Rosi when we were at the void deck,"Eh can don't run? Later I fall down on the road. I prone to falling down de."
I thought I wouldn't actually fall because we weren't running at all but me, the very lucky person, fell right freaking down when we were walking under the block. When the floor wasn't even wet. Wth!!
Got up, obviously, went to school for Physics class. Was trying REALLY REALLY hard NOT to sleep during her class because I slept for like what, 5 hours last night? I think I took quite a number of 10 second naps during her class though. Miss Faizah was teaching us about..Heat capacity. And Latent Heat capacity..
After that, went home, changed and went out for tuition. Blah Blah Blah.
Evening time went to Bishan Junction 8. Wanted to buy the Converse school shoes I've been eyeing since last week which costed $59.90. But then..Too expensive luh -.-
Came back home at around 9.15pm.
Hmm.. And that concludes my Saturday!

HAH
I'm bored so I shall do something fun!
I shall use my 4 best friends' names to do a mini survey I made up on the spot myself =D

An Animal
Evelyn: Elephant
Sara: Snake
Rosiana: Rattlesnake
Xin Yi: Xenurus unicinctus (An armadillo native of the tropical parts of South America) Lols.

A Country
Evelyn: England
Sara: Singapore
Rosiana: Russia
Xin Yi: Err... Xin Jia Po??? Lols.

A Dinosaur
Evelyn: Enigmosaurus
Sara: Scipionyx
Rosiana: Rapator
Xin Yi: Xenoposeidon

Food
Evelyn: Eggs
Sara: Steak
Rosiana: Runny Eggs and Raw Steak. Lols.
Xin Yi: Xylitol? (Found in some brands of chewing gum)

A Musical Instrument
Evelyn: Euphonium
Sara: Saxophone
Rosiana: Rattle
Xin Yi: Xylophone (Finally, an easy one!)

An Adjective
Evelyn: Eccentric
Sara: Silly
Rosiana: Radiant
Xin Yi:...Xenophobic. Lols again! I couldn't think of anything else ahahas =P

Okay done with the mini survey hahas. It was just for some mindless entertainment and amusement =)
Oh, and before I forget, some photos to share with all my little earthlings.


On 06032009..After night class

ZILIAN TIME!!


and


Lols.
Okay, enough of my face for today. Hahahas.
Bleh =P

♥ 10:28 PM

I have 2 cents left in my prepaid card. Sian. Need to top up soon but I bo lui!! (Actually I have money but cannot bear to use. Lols.) $28 will fly away leh! Somemore is my Ang Pow money. Hahaha!
Hope can use laptop later, so I'll continue blogging later hor. I'll be back ;3

♥ 3:45 PM

Hello :)
Today went to school as usual.. After school went to eat snow ice with Sara, Xin Yi, Hui Juan, Joel and another guy whose name I forgot. Lols.
We had to share one small square table in the small shop so it was quite cramped there.
After we eat finish, Xin Yi had to go off for maths remedial.
Met Justin, Wei Jie and Christopher outside the shop. Walked around for awhile before we split. Sara, Hui Juan, Joel and I went back to school.
Sara, Joel and I went to a void deck to slack and wait for Xin Yi. Then continued slacking.
Joel went off and we went to Techview. Saw somebody. Then Joel came into Techview also. Then something happened. Lols.
Sara and I went back to school at around 6pm for night class.
After night class, slacked in school.
Sara, Rosi and I explored the D&T block, Spiral staircase and Classroom block. Walked all the way to the end and back. Rosi was like damn sacred la! Lols.
Damien and Yi Ting were also still in school, wearing the white mask and trying to scare people. They gave the principal a little shock i think. Lols.
Joined them for awhile on their mission to scare people. They left first while three of us still stayed on.
Got chased out by a teacher at 8.45pm or so. Lols. We protested, saying 'But we want to camp with NCC!' Still got shooed out la.
Went to void deck again.. Took some photos there.
Went home at about 9pm. Hahas.
Okay that's all.
See yous ;3

♥ 10:57 PM

Today was another lethargic day.. Was trying hard not to fall asleep during class.
After school, I went to Techview with my friends for awhile to have lunch. I didn't eat anything except the delifrance pie that Rosi donated to me. Lols.
After that, Sara, Evelyn, Xin Yi and Rosi had to go for remedial. I was okay because I had another class.
Came home around 5pm.
Sara just asked me out for snow ice tomorrow. Looking forward to yumminess tomorrow!

♥ 6:35 PM

Hmm..
I was like super depressed for the past 1 week plus or so..But today not so already!
Lols mega mood swings eh? Don't know why also.
Oh, Oh, You've gotta see this-
Sara blogged about... ME!!!
YA YA YA SHE BLOGGED ABOUT ME!
YAY!
I feel so loved..
Okay so this post is dedicated to my dearest friends~

Rosiana: Has been my friend of 3 years plus le. She tahan me for those 3 years and stood by my side all throughout time. Our friendship has survived the test of time! Thanks for being my good good friend who understands me and cherishes me and worships and loves me soooooo much. Hee

Sara: Has been my friend of 1 year plus, but one of my closest friends still. She's always there for me to bitch about people with,talk crap with,discuss stupid useless stuff with etc. She always calls me hopeless and something else that starts with 'H'. Sara is the best in boosting my self-esteem way up!And she worships and cherishes me, and loves me tooooo much. Hee

Evelyn: Has been my friend of 3 years plus.Is Evelyn the sensible one in our clique? I don't know but I get that vibe off her. She's like the one who's rooted to the ground, much unlike me who always goes crazy with ideas. She seems to be the one who gives helpful advice and I would go to her when I need serious advice. Evelyn looks up to me, worships and cherishes me, and loves me veryyyyy much. Hee

Xin Yi: Has been my friend of 3 years plus, but only recently became close to me. I heard rumours that she's a HUNGRY GHOST who is able to eat LOADS AND LOADS OF SUSHI. Lols. Sometimes goes random like me. And she really likes me, worships and cherishes me, and loves me awfullllyyy much. Hee

Hmm.. That's all I guess. Did I leave anyone out? Don't really think so..
Ya
I'll post about other people next time okay! If you want me to write up about you, just say so and I would =3
Okay, erm, yup. I just drank honey and i suddenly feel hyper. Ahahahhaha
There's school tomorrow and did I ever tell you how much I love school? Miss Rahma wants to see me after school tomorrow for something. I think she wants to give me extra tuition or something.
I bought SOCKS on Sunday by the way. They're so new and white and clean. Yay! I'm gonna buy new school shoes next time. Converse, Everlast, Kappa or Lee Cooper?
Okay that's all.
See Yous =D

♥ 10:24 PM

I'm finding it more and more difficult for me to smile.
Certain things.. Saddened me? I'm not sure. I'm confused myself. Maybe it's just for now. Hopefully.
I really need my friends around me. I can't stand being alone now.
Even just an SMS or call can make me feel better.
Maybe it's only just for now. Maybe.

♥ 8:56 PM