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rely on me.
i'm yours.

Kimmii K.
Self obsessed.
If I can't be beautiful, I'd rather just die.
You think she's so good but she's a mess to boot
You don't really want to know me.

Pervert(s) who's planning to watch porn later

material.

I want The Trouble Ring by Boucheron.
I want The Trinity Ring by Cartier.
I want To travel to Venice.
I want To travel to Greece.
I want To return to the U.S.A.
I want Real Love.
I want To rule the world
I want To make them sorry.

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Friday, July 31, 2009

I'm in Ngee Ann Poly now and I'm feeling quite nervous! I'm pumped up with nervous energy!! And am feeling so out of place here :3
Will update later maybe. Wish me good luck people!!


/edit
Yo, currently sitting outside the interview room waiting for my turn.
After my dad left, the girl on my left turned to me and said, "Your school uniform's nice."
I was thinking "that's weird" and was actually babbling about my school uniform and after a few seconds, I realised she was actually ASKING me what school I was from.
=.=
Hello people, I'm that weird girl.
Yes I am.

Anyways, after a couple of minutes, Maria from 4D came in.
Wasn't expecting anybody from my school actually but it's alright since I'm not the odd one out here anymore :)

Argh quite nervous cuz the two girls beside me seem to have loads of experience..
I think they're actually student reporters for IN tabloid or something.......

Then again, maybe not. Maybe I'm just obsessing ._.

Half excited, half wanting to shit in my pants and hey, there's no guys here. LOL.

Butterflies have uneven razor teeth made out of porcelain and they happen to love to gnaw on stuff and there's butterflies in my stomach.


1:46 PM


Wednesday, July 29, 2009


Hee hee :3


Here's a short update :)
Yesterday, after CLB lessons, got on the bus. Was gonna meet Benjamin la.
At first I thought I needed to alight at his school there and wait for him, then he say he released already.
Thus, I just smsed him to board the next bus 14 that came by. THEN he replied me saying he was already on a bus 14.
Obviously was the wrong bus la since I haven't even reached his school busstop yet. LOL.
So he alighted and boarded the right bus.
Haha.
And just so happened that his friends were sitting in front of me. Yeas.
Chatted all the way to Bedok inter, where I promptly had to rush off to my bus which was already there at the interchange.

To Benjamin, sorry for the abrupt leave. Hope to meet up with you and the rest of the guys soon :)


And today, I almost DIED.
Sheesh.
Teacher says that she's gonna call our parents if we fail the next math test, which is tomorrow.
Tonight, I'll have to research the various ways of committing suicide =.=
Or maybe I'll DIE tomorrow in class. Hoho.

Oh ya, I received a totally unexpected phonecall yesterday while on my way to CLB lessons.
Initially, I thought it was my Chem teacher. Then I thought it was somebody conducting a survey for Nanyang Polytechnic.
THEN I corrected my blur brain and realised Ngee Ann Poly was calling me regarding the Direct Poly Admission (DPA)!!
I kinda nervously asked what course had I been shortlisted for and to my utter utter disbelief, the lady on the other end said that I had been shortlisted for the Mass Communications course!!
I had expected them to be calling for my second or third choice. I mean, it's my first choice I'm getting. I had almost forgotten/ given up on DPA luh.
So, the lady asked me to take down some details but I couldn't as I was about to alight from the bus so she said she would call back later.
Approximately 10 minutes later, in my second school, she called back and I got the details.
*Happy Dance*


Yea I know I'm really long winded, but what can I do? I'm all about the details. Lols.
Hmm.. Should I reopen my blog??


No more poison
Killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy, remedy.


5:09 PM


Monday, July 27, 2009

Hello! Long time no update.
It's just about one week, yeas? Hahas.

Oka, quick one here??
My naval piercing was sore when I woke up today, and my tragus was giving me a headache again.
Felt like ripping out my piercings as I felt like shit when I woke up.
I mean, taking them out.

Okay, so throughout the day, they felt sore.
Especially my tragus, gosh I was meddling around with it the entire day as I really couldn't stand it.

After I went good and showered, I had a sea salt soak, which is spa for my piercings, really.
After that was done, I figured my tragus was really a nuisance and I decided to resort to a more serious measure.
Okay, I know some of you will be protesting with what I did but here it is anyways.
I took my scissors, fit the blades into my tragus ring and forced opened the blades and the ring.
I was about to give up but I noticed that the ring was indeed opening so I carried on and after a few minutes, the ball finally dropped!
Yea, I had stopped to prepare boiled water first.
Took the ring out and dropped it into the boiling water with a piercing stud.

Then I went out and showed my father the wound and told him what I did.
My poor father looked so worried. LOL.
He asked if it hurt and if I needed a doctor to help treat it.
Obviously I said no need.
I'm alright Dad!! Haha.

Back in my room, I cleaned up the open piercing with sea salt water and then cleaned my metal. By clean, I mean dropping it into hot water and hot sea salt water. Hee hee.
Anyways, I put the stud in and not the ring. Tried putting the ring in but it was kinda difficult?

Yea, so the stud is in place now and it's kinda feeling better? Well, at least for now.

Okay, I promised myself I would sleep earlier today so night night!


10:39 PM


Thursday, July 16, 2009




Hello, I'm Kimmii.

We'll see what I'll soon become.

Alice in Wonderland :)


10:41 PM


Monday, July 13, 2009

Hello, reader.

I won't be blogging as frequently as before and it will be mid November that I will be back in full force, I think?

I'll still update every now and then, when I feel like it, or when something exciting/wonderful/great/interesting happens.

I'm exiting the stage for a short intermission simply because I have to direct my energies and mind to more important things now.

Or maybe it's just a phase that I'm going through that I don't feel like blogging.
We'll see :)

Till my next post, ciao!

Take cares
xoxo KIMMII


9:37 PM


Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Death.

It's not permanent. It's not even real.
If death was real, we wouldn't cry.
There won't be memories left for us to shed tears over.


Michael, why didn't you stay?

Still.
I cannot believe it.
It's all over the news, the television's airing your memorial service.
Still.
My heart refuses to accept that you've gone.

I'll take that you've gone on a long vacation, where you would finally be able to find your lost childhood.
A happy childhood.
A happy life.
A place where you won't be lonely, and a place where you are accepted.

Nobody will ever, ever replace you.
Michael Jackson, I miss you and you'll remain with us forever.


Close your eyes,
Take my hand.
Let's go to Never Ever Land.


11:09 PM



Yo! Here to update.
Surviving today was a really remarkable feat.
There were EIGHT periods of Math today!! That's 4 hours of non-stop, hardcore Math okay.
Hahas, I'm alright, no damage done.. Yet.

Another thing is that I had a seafood dinner for today =.=
I'm not supposed to consume seafood for the first one month after piercing!
I forgot.
When I remembered, I helped myself to another piece of fried prawn =.-
I ate seafood on Sunday too. Tobiko and Ebiko is seafood right?
Heh.


Bitches get stitches
End up in ditches
Get the riches


8:44 PM


Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Am I binge eating??
I ate noodles, a mcwings meal, half a can of campbell soup and 12 squares of cadbury chocolate today.
Fark is this binge eating??
Disgusting.

Be back to blog later, maybe.


7:34 PM


Sunday, July 05, 2009

Hi hi! It's late but I'm not asleep yet so I figured I should just hop here and update a little :)
Yesterday, I went to Tampines One with Mum and Sis and had lunch there.
I was feeling grumpy cuz I was uber hungry.. Hee hee :3
Had lunch at 'Say cheeze' finally, after wanting to dine there since it opened.
The food is really nice :) Gosh, I'm getting hungry just thinking about what I ate just now.
I want cheese! Loads and loads of cheese!! Yea, I'm going back there one day.
After that, went home.
Was full so I didn't eat dinner but my whole family, including me went to Giant supermarket.
They were playing Michael Jackson songs and videos there and I had to control myself from crying.
I got a little teary though.
I miss Michael :(
Bought stuff then went home at around 11pm.


1:42 AM


Friday, July 03, 2009

Hello!
Today, school ended at 12.30pm and there were no extra classes afterward.
As I've saved up enough to finally get pierced, I decided to go for it today instead of next week.
After school, Sara and Xin Yi accompanied me to my house as I had to get my cash.
Then, we headed to Simei's Eastpoint Mall for lunch at '18 Chefs'.
The restaurant was really nice.
Nice ambience, nice food, a really great hangout for us.
The restaurant is opened by 18 ex-convicts by the way, hence the name.
Sara and Xin Yi ate cheese baked rice while I had dessert.
We're so going back there next time.

After lunch, took bus 5 to Far East Plaza.
We were searching for a washroom and after our toilet break, proceeded to Primitive Art Tattoo and Piercing.

Went into the shop, and I told the lady that I wanted my navel pierced.
This would be my official first body piercing and first needle piercing as well.
I told her that I wanted the bottom done and not the top part.
She asked me to show her my belly and asked why not the top part, like her's as she showed us.
She then asked me what type of stud I wanted, and told me that piercing with a plain barbell costs $55.
I asked her what other studs are available and she showed me the various ones they carried.
After a while, I decided on a plain light turquoise barbell.
Initially almost chose a pink one, but changed my mind to the light turquoise one.

After choosing, I was required to fill in a form with my particulars and health status.
Signed it, then paid for the piercing.
After that, she escorted us next door to where I'm going to get pierced.
We were making some noise as Sara and Xin Yi were nervous about recording the piercing process.
I wanted them to help me record but only one was allowed to follow me.
LOL.

A male piercer, whose name I believe is Idil but I'm not so sure, came out and told us to come back in 10 minutes time.
Went out, and talked about piercings, and who was supposed to help me record.
After a short while, the piercer called me in.
Went into a small room in the studio.
Sara, who was chosen as the camerawoman, wasn't allowed to go in the room after all :(

Anyways, the piercer closed the door and asked me to lie on the 'dentist chair'.
He explained to me aftercare procedures.
After some preparation, he asked me to stand up so that he could mark the spot where the needle will pierce.
After marking me up, he asked me to look in the mirror to check.
I looked, and it looked okay, so I lied back down on the chair.

I didn't really see the process as I wasn't looking when he pierced my navel.
But I know he clamped the part where I was to be pierced, then positioned the needle.
Said the obligatory "Take a deep breath", and the needle went though, slowly I think.
Yea, it did hurt a bit and I was squeezing my eyes shut and my eyes got a little teary.
The needle was through and all that was left was to feed the jewellery through it.
Feeding the jewellery through the piercing hurt a little too.

So after a few minutes, the piercing was done.
I was throughly satisfied to finally get pierced once again after some time.
Went out where Sara and Xin Yi were waiting for me in the shop.
They said they were getting worried when they couldn't hear anything coming from the piercing room.
LOL.
Me thinks they should get worried if they hear me screaming my ass off in that room :3

Went out, and we talked about piercings again.
I was walking around like some retard, pulling my skirt away from my belly.
Har har.
Sara found out that she was allowed to pierce her second lobe and Xin Yi wanted to do so too but didn't have enough money.
Walked to a accessory shop and I offered to lend Xin Yi money for her piercing today if she wanted.
Well, after some persuasion from Sara and I, Xin Yi agreed and we went to 77th Street.
We kinda had to drag her cuz she was nervous and insisted on Sara joining her.

We did manage to get her on the chair though ;3
She chose the type of studs and planted her ass on the chair before she changed her mind.
Xin Yi paid half of the cost while I paid the other half.
The lady marked out the spots as usual and asked her to check if it's alright.
Sara and I helped her check too and yup, it was perfectly fine :)
So Xin Yi was grabbing my arm while she got her ears done.
Right ear first, then after the left side was done, she suddenly yelped 'Gah!'.
Her exclamation was so darn adorable it sent Sara and I into hysterics.
Okay, not exactly hysterics, that would be exaggerating, but it was funny :)
Even the salesgirl was smiling, haha.

Sara says she's gonna get her's done only when either one of us gets something pierced, which I believe would be after the O Level Oral exam?
Well, Xin Yi and I aren't gonna let her go without her getting pierced!
Hee hee.

Yup, Xin Yi and I took the same bus home afterward while Sara took a different one.
We talked alot about piercings on the journey, as well as a little about cars.
Alighted and arrived home earlier than expected, around 5.10pm.

Today was a really good day :)
My decision to get my navel pierced today was rather unexpected, but I'm totally loving the experience.

Okay, I'll stop here now.
Ciao!


5:25 PM


Thursday, July 02, 2009

Yea, it was.

Updates!
Clap,
I'm probably gonna get pierced next week.
Hopefully can.
Clap,
Homework homework homework.
Geez honey, so much homework, so little time.
Clap,
Finally got my screwed up fuck of a fringe cut today.
Looks better now, though I'm not sure if it's still screwed up.
Clap,
I'm extremely volatile these days and am giving practically everyone attitude.
Especially if they interrupt my thoughts or speak bullcrap.


I'm not a fucking saint, sorry to disappoint you.

I'm stupid.
In denial.
But I know I'm stupid.
Thank you.


10:04 PM


Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Hihi!
Oh my gosh, just have to tell you guys that I'm super super tired since school reopened.
Zzz........... Can barely concentrate during math. Like mad okay.

Kimmii tak-glam sia since school reopen.

Ahem, I'm so looking forward to 16th July.
Any idea why??
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Cuz 16th July is the day that 'Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince' is screening in cinemas in Singapore!!
This is the 6th film in the series and the book is my favourite among the 7 in the series.
So that means, EVERYONE HAS TO CATCH IT OKAY!!

I'm not booked yet so if you wanna watch the movie with me, just tell me lor.
Hahahahahaharr!!


3:07 PM