Boy you make my heart beat fast
I know that this is going to last
When were together it feels so right
You are the only one I think of at night.

Falling so fast I can't breathe.
Just need time to catch me before I hit the floor.

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Hello people :))
The one week March holidays started off with a really pleasant Saturday.
Spent the entire Saturday with Paul, from morning when he unexpectedly turned up at my doorstep around 9am.
So anyway, we went down to a nearby coffee shop for breakfast, then headed back up for some study. Didn't manage to do much that day though. Perhaps, once again, it's due to the environment and the anticipation for where we were going to go and all later.
Left the house when my dad and sister came home, and headed to Bugis to catch 'Being Human'. Quite a nice movie, I love local flicks.
After the movie, we travelled to Katong for church. After the mass, which ended at 7pm, took a long hike to the East Coast Park foodcourt. It was a really long walk there hahaha. Didn't have any seats, so had to pack our food and sit at some low seawall.
There was a cockroach there so we shifted spots.
Dinner done, time to go home.
It was a pleasant, beautiful day :))

Sunday and Monday were pretty much non-events, except that I brought my sister out for a movie on Sunday in the evening. "Alice in Wonderland" is a nice film. Rather meaningful if you look deeper into it :)) Wouldn't mind catching it with anybody anytime again.

Today, had school in the morning. I thought the workshop started at 12pm instead of 1pm so I ended up in school one hour early. The workshop was supposed to end at 3pm but it got dragged well over that stated time until 4pm.
I was supposed to meet Sara at Parkway at 4pm!! Yea well, due to that hold up, she had to wait for me to turn up for about an hour or so. (Sorry!!)
Paul arrived soon after me.
Headed to East Coast Park, cycled for a few moments before going over to the old snowice shop :)) Finally got to satisfy our snowice craving hahaha. Went for dinner at Pastamania after that and went home shortly after.

Oh well, the rest of this week is pretty much dulled due to school activities. I've a project to finish tomorrow, CCA training on Thursday and a shooting competition on Friday. But thankfully training ends in the afternoon on Thursday so I'm heading out to Dempsey Hill with Sara for some lavish time before spending time with Paul in the evening.
Not really anticipating Friday though. I don't want to go for the competition!!
There's a class reunion on Saturday, so looking forward to that one :))

Alrighty, better turn in now lest it affects my mood for tomorrow's project.

Loves
Kimmii xx

♥ 1:44 AM

Had dinner with my dear beloved Paul and his Mum yesterday at CHIJMES.
It was my first time meeting his mum, but I guess it turned out more than just well in the end :))
It was so nice to be there in the restaurant with both of them - I didn't have to worry about anything then and it was utter bliss.
Quite simply put, dinner and the company was wonderful.

Happy 17th Birthday Paul Thian.

I Love Him Shitloads.

One, Just one night in Rio.

♥ 12:26 AM

Don't forget.

Sometimes it's nice not to know the truth. Sometimes, lies are what we use to enable yourselves to get through life without much pain and hurt.

Sometimes we want to know the truth, even when it hurts real bad. Sometimes we ignore and stop asking questions because deep down, we know that we won't wanna hear what the other party has got to say and we don't wanna feel pain.

And sometimes, the truth unravels by itself and we find ourselves lost, lonely and paranoid - Not knowing what to do. To move forward, accepting the truth, or to move forward leaving the truth as it is and never wanting to face it again.

Sometimes, you feel unsure. Sometimes, you feel ready to accept it.
Sometimes, you think you're getting better, you're healing and something comes along to hit you back down again.

Sometimes, lovers part ways mutually, with a handshake and perhaps one last kiss or hug. Then they say goodbye with smiles on their faces, contented with the fact that they have once loved each other and it was time to part when the fire burns out.
Sometimes, one half of a relationship loses love and he or she must shatter the heart of the other whom he has once loved. She begs, cries and prays that he would turn around and come back to love her once again - To go back to how it once was in the past. But he doesn't, and it is uncertain if he remembers how it was like to love her, and the good times they shared.

And sometimes, couples are forced to part.
Sometimes, things are beyond our control and whether we like it or not, those are the things that would just be shoved in our faces, and we have to live each day. It isn't right for things to change just like that, for some outside factor to interfere and destroy something so rare and precious.
Sometimes, what you've lost cannot ever be gotten back.
Sometimes, you're afraid to sleep because you don't want to wake up in the mornings.
Sometimes, her parents break you apart and you insist on waiting and sometimes she wonders if she's being unfair and selfish to you for making you wait for her like that.
Sometimes, things change unexpectedly and you realise that you have not appreciated and cherished all the times you had together with him. You've been thinking about so much, worrying about everything else. Being so sheltered throughout your life that you don't know how it is to love someone else like this. When you thought that you would be walking the rest of this path of life with him, things change and your hopes and dreams slowly sweep away with the wind.
Sometimes, the time spent with him was too short and too little.
Sometimes, you realise you can no longer cry.

Sometimes, all you can do is just to hope and pray.

Don't forget this - Please remember me.
I'll be waiting for you just like how you said you would for me.
Please forgive me.
We're being parted against our will, but I shouldn't cry as I know our hearts are still together - Nothing can ever change that.
Perhaps one day we find ourselves too distant, just old strangers.
Then maybe perhaps, we realise we've moved on too far to turn back.
But now I know we'll hold on tight and meet again in the future and this time, we won't ever let go again.
Don't forget this - Please remember me.
It's just goodbye for now; Just a short moment of farewell in the rest of our lives together.

♥ 12:09 PM