Urgh.
I hate experiencing this emotion.
But I have no choice.
This sucks. Seriously manxzxczBleeding releases pent up emotions.
Released in a tirade of crimson liquid.
Let go all at once in the madness of hurt and love.
Just like how crying conveys sadness.
Bleeding is an action to release.
And after that, we'll pretend everything's okay.
Like how it used to be.
And how it shall always be.
TELL ME!
YOU! BASTARD! I WANNA KNOW!
WHO AM I TO YOU!
I NEED TO KNOW!
TELL ME, YOU BASTARD!!
Let me enter your world.
Allow me to understand you.
Please, God, let me understand him.
I want to know him.
I want him to acknowledge me.
Please.
I said please.
Or allow me to let go of him.
Allow me to let go.
Please..iwannatellyousomethingtoyouyoubastard
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