Heh, some people spammed my tag box just now.
Spammed the same thing over and over again for like 3 pages plus.
And used Sara's name to spam too.
Lols.
Anyways, deleted the spam from the c-box.
Didn't really have to delete since I was going to change the widget provider to ShoutMix anyway.
Hahas.
So yup, changed my tag box from C-Box to ShoutMix just now :)

And suddenly felt really saddened just now.
Not because of the spamming, OF COURSE NOT.
(By the way, I was amused by the spam ;3)
Why does life have to screw up in my O Level year?

Feeling a jumble of emotions right now.
Depressed, Regretful, Angry, Lethargic, Worried.
In short, confused.
I really cannot think right now.
I can only feel my emotions.
Hate this so bloody much.

To you, I regret what I've done and I wish I did things differently so that things would not be this way now.
I shock myself at how strongly I react when I think of you and what could have been.
And to you too, I'm not sure if I'm really over you, but I'll tell you when I am. Hopefully it's soon so I won't waste more of my already half exhausted feelings on you. It's tiring to do so.

And I don't know what to do.

Have you ever known the way
And still felt so lost?
I don't know anything.
I'm waiting for someone to find me.

He is missed. Let bygones be bygones. Let memories live in the past. Relive your memories and shed the tears only in your dreams, at night. Wake up feeling much better, contented in living in the moment, not having to think about tomorrow, and forgetting all that's been left behind.

xoxo
KIMMY KAYYY

♥ 11:41 PM