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rely on me.
i'm yours.

Kimmii K.
Self obsessed.
If I can't be beautiful, I'd rather just die.
You think she's so good but she's a mess to boot
You don't really want to know me.

Pervert(s) who's planning to watch porn later

material.

I want The Trouble Ring by Boucheron.
I want The Trinity Ring by Cartier.
I want To travel to Venice.
I want To travel to Greece.
I want To return to the U.S.A.
I want Real Love.
I want To rule the world
I want To make them sorry.

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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Saturday
Went to school for extra classes.
Then went for tuition.
After tuition went to lunch.
But I really wasn't hungry and wasn't feeling so good, so didn't eat.
Went home.
Dunno what time went out again.
Drove to Novena Square.
Walked around, but nothing much to shop.
Don't really like the place, to me, it's feels weird being there.
It has this strange vibe..?
Feels like Singapore but at the same time, it doesn't feel like Singapore.
Weird.

Anyways, went for dinner at 'Lerk Thai'.
Nice Thai restaurant, but at that time wasn't really that hungry.
Enjoyed the yummy food but not so much.
After dinner, went to a small corner shop, 'Breadbar'.
Sat there to have some coffee and you tiao.
Quite nice also.
Continued walking around.
Mum bought some specialised household cleaning products.
The saleslady really good man. Lols.
Blah blah blah.
The Velocity extension of Novena Square feels more like Singapore.
Kinda.

Well, after that, we got out and drove to Mustafa.
Walked around.. Was really crowded as usual.
Bought some stuff.
Er.. We bought a couple of DVDs, a weighing scale, and ALOT of chocolate.
And I do mean, alot of chocolate.
Heh.
Got out when it was almost mid-night and went home.

Today
Had no Chemistry tuition for today, so I slept in :)
But still felt tired -_- and my eyebags were still there and getting more prominent.
Blah blah, then went out to have lunch nearby.
Then came home.
Then went out again in the late afternoon.
Drove to Mustafa because the weighing scale couldn't work.
Wasn't really crowded cuz it was in the afternoon.
Got a new weighing scale then headed to Orchard.
Walked.. Walked..
Dunno do what la I just followed them.

'Juicy Couture' finally opened an outlet in Singapore.
Or maybe it's just because I haven't been to Taka recently. Lols.
Went into the shop to browse and see if there's anything that catches my eye.
But the shop didn't have anything that I particularly fancied.
Will check back next time for new articles of clothing ;3

Had dinner at 'Breeks'.
The Avacado Rainforest drink I had there was really good :)
Then continued walking.
Before we went home, walked to 'That CD Shop'.
Wanted to buy 'The Yeah Yeah Yeahs' album but the store didn't carry it.
Guess I'll have to head to HMV to buy it since I didn't see the album anywhere else.
Went home.
The end.


11:04 PM



Hello peepos.
You may or may not know it,
But today is


World No Tabacco Day!

To mark this day, some shops have participated in not selling any tabacco products for the day.
I can hear cheers from the non-smokers and jeers from the smokers.
Heh.
Well, smoking is bad for you.
DUH!
LOL.

And I came across this slogan yesterday-
If you think you're a smoker,
You're NOT.
The cigarette is the one which smokes.
You're just the sucker at the end.


Lols. Nice slogan eh?
Okay, going out soon.
Will continue later.
Ta-ta and have a wonderful No Tabacco Day ;3


3:13 PM



The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had

Yo, just came home.
Will blog later.
Currently loving the song 'Mad World' by Adam Lambert.


12:09 AM


Friday, May 29, 2009

Sigh.
I guess ______________________.
Sometimes, you don't get everything you want.
I'm living my life.
Oops, wait.
I don't actually have a life..
I'm such a pawn.
An avatar.
A puppet.
A souless husk which floats aimlessly wherever the wave travels towards.

I'm leaving it up to them luh.
Too tired to fight back already.
Too tired to think and do things the way I want to do.
Whatever.

Cliche but true : Life Sucks

It actually hurts to cry.
Seriously, it literally hurts.
Haha.

What's the point of living on when all you do is bend over to every whim and will of another person?

Catch is,


There's none.


9:46 PM



Yo!
Currently in Ngee Ann Poly's student lounge ;3
Here with Sara, and her two cousins.
Heh.
While on the bus to Ngee Ann Poly, Paul Twohill boarded it.
As well, you know, he's poly mass comm alumni.
Sara hyperventilated because of that -.-
She was hyperventilating even after we got off the bus.
Paul alighted at the same stop too of course.
Sara CONTINUED squealing for about, oh.. 1 hour plus.
Yea :)

Had lunch at 'The Makan Place'.
Sara and I had Subway once again.
Sara's gonna be a sandwich freak too!
After that, Sara's cousin who studies in the poly took us around on a tour of the campus.
Walked around, visited the various buildings..
The campus was nice la.
Really big, with nice facilities.
Though it looks kinda old on the outside.
Heh.
But it's nice and spacious really :)

Decided to come here to the student lounge to slack.
Hah so comfortable.
Nice air conditioning and that's free wifi throughout the school.

Okay, gonna stop here.
See you peepos!


5:15 PM


Thursday, May 28, 2009

Hello kiddo,
Welcome to your first lesson on life lessons, where you will learn about everything you need to know to carry you through life.

Today's topic will be focusing on the largest and most superficial muscle in the body, the


Gluteus Maximus!

Alright, I do not want this lesson to get too technical, so let's take a look at reality.
Reality meaning, most average humans, have a hidden Gluteus Maximus.
Most people have a thick layer of fat covering the muscle, disappearing what would otherwise be a firm taut behind.

Well, I'm not here to educate you kids on the human anatomy and the various muscles in the body.
As I mentioned earlier, this is a life skill lesson, and if you wanna know more about the wonderful Gluteus Maximus, go attend a medical school.
Or google it, cuz you're too much of a moron to enter medical school, or any other school for that matter.


The Gluteus Maximus, is more commonly known as your buttocks, or arse.
There are many variations such as

Ass, Backside, Booty, as well as "ew wtf is that lump of lard doing at where my gluteus maximus should be?"

However, for this lesson, I would like you to refer this particular organ simply as 'butt'.

ALRIGHT, let's get more in depth with the topic.
Your butt is located at the base of your back.
It's that lump of muscle (or fat cells ) above your legs.
The butthole is actually your anus. But this is a life skill lesson and not a Biology class so I'll call it butthole.
And asshole is kinda offensive.
Your butthole is where your crap comes out.
I won't say the word shit or faeces cuz again, the former is too vulgar and the latter looks like you.


Now kiddos, listen up to this.
Whenever you take a crap, be sure to wipe your butthole.
Do NOT allow any traces of brown crap to stick right between your buttcheeks.
The 'in between your buttcheeks' is known as your buttcrack.
Well, the above applies to when there's no water avalible for washing.
If there's water, it is highly recommended that you actually wash your butthole and buttcrack using the clean liquid.


It's pretty darn easy to wash the crap off with water, but not so to wipe the crap off your butt.
Especially if you have really loose, watery bowels.
Can you spell 'disgusting'?
Lucky I'm here to coach you through this step by step.

Firstly, tear off a strip of buttwipe, or in more technical terms, toilet paper.
Be sure it's long enough to accomodate to the amount of crap you have on your crack.
Fold it, or crush it, depending on if you're a folder or a crumpler.
( Google the quiz. )


Then, using the obtained buttwipe, wipe the crap off your butt.

Do not wipe too gently, as it will prove uneffective in the removal of crap.
Also, leading scientists have researched and discovered that wiping your butt too gently will require more buttwipes to fully remove the crap.
( Except they used the words 'Gluteus Maximus' and 'Toilet Paper' in their report. )
Wiping gently would massage the crap into your skin and into your bloodstream.
Hence, you'll end up with fluid crap as your blood.
Wiping too gently will sometimes result in the non-complete removal of crap.
So you'll smell.
Like crap.

However, do not wipe your butt with too much force too.
Wiping too roughly, and with non-premium buttwipes, will tear the delicate, sensitive skin around your butthole.
Resulting in painful, unwanted and awkward bleeding from your butthole.
You'll be crying while slowly clearing crap from your bleeding buttcrack.

Just wipe your butthole with just enough force to remove the crap, but not enough force to tear the butthole.
After clearing your crap, dispose of the used buttwipe properly.
Or use it as a special ingredient the next time your dreaded relatives come over.
On the other hand, those above mentioned leading scientists have suggested that we carry around reusable, washable buttwipes so as to 'Save the Earth'.
Hence, if you're using washable buttwipes, fold the used buttwipe and take it home to wash and use it again the next time.
Remember to pull up your bottoms and you're good to go!


If you're insecure and wanna make sure, simply use the buttwipe to clean your whole butt.
Now, if you're having problems memorizing the above information, fret not.
Professor me have come up with several jingles for easy memorizing.
Simply recall these the next time you take a nice big poo:


"Wipe your dirty brown buttcrack with a buttwipe!!"

"Wipe it hard, Wipe it well.
If not, your butthole will start to smell!"

Or swell, in serious cases.

"Don't forget that the buttwipe should be premium.
It'll be so soft, your butt will barely feel 'em!"

"Wipe it, Wipe it, Spanking clean.
We don't wanna smell it, so don't be mean!"


I hope those little jingles helped.
Right, that would be all for today's essential life skills.
Remember, kiddos, to practise good personal hygiene!


Love your butt and It will love you back.


5:11 PM


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

"I promised my friend that I would say hello to you today.

Hello.

Hello.

Please say hello to me.

Please say hello to me."



-From the movie 'I Am Legend'


6:20 PM



Lalala..
Blah blah blah..
I have a really really boring life..
As if you haven't already noticed. Haha.
Right, today I'm gonna blog about today.

1)Woke up
2)Went to school
3)Studied
4)Went home

The highlight of today is..
Wait for it..
RECESS!
Yup, you got it right,
RECESS!!
We got released 5 minutes early for
RECESS!
Whoohoo =D Yea!
Hahaha.


No la..
Just that everyday, I go through this same old ritual of waking up and hoping someone would shoot me.
Heh.
I find school really fun though :)

Today, I drank 2 packets of Milo :)
Still feeling a little queasy though.
I used to be able to chug down 2 packets of Milo in one go.
Heh.
Well, those days are long gone.
If I were to attempt to gulp down 2 packets in one sitting,
I would eject the entire contents of my stomach.
Happily throwing up in the canteen =D
Unless I were drinking Milo while standing in front of a toilet bowl ;3


3:43 PM


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I love The Yeah Yeah Yeahs!!

'The Yeah Yeah Yeahs', is officially on the list of 'Things Kimmii Adores and Loves'.
Heh.
They're UBER AWESOME AND TOTALLY RADD!!
*Insert Heart Here*


I realise that I have several lists of various titles.
Heh.
Interesting, no?
Wellll.. If you wanna know what those lists are, just enquire from me :)
I'll happily oblige to your query.
Waha!

Moving on to another topic now.
I wanna blog about one of my favourite teachers, Mdm Wong.
Hahas, I can hear the surprised gasps from my friends ;3

Mdm Wong, my double math teacher as well as my form teacher, has quite admittedly, put up with me ALOT.
Knowing how I'm such a horrible student, I'm amazed at the amount of patience she has with me.
If I were her, I would have lost any bit of restraint with the student, Kimmii, and would have strangled her a long long time ago.
Lols.
Mdm Wong really cares about my class and really wants her students to do well.
Even though she may have lost her temper at times, I am appalled at how some of my classmates say things about her,
which are not very pleasant.
Well, not really appalled, but just saddened and disappointed to hear them talk the way they do about Mdm Wong.
Yes, she occasionally blows a fuse, but somehow, unlike some other teachers, I cannot dislike her for scolding me.
Somehow, I really believes that she cares for every one of us, however hopeless we are.
However hopeless I am.
She isn't unreasonable and I can sense that she feels really guilty after scolding or shouting at us.
I feel really bad for not listening to her or doing what she tells me to do.
Yea..
Well, that's what I just wanted to say.
I hope that I'll be able to keep up with her lessons and improve in my math :)
Lastly, thank you, to Mdm Wong for giving me truckloads of patience and concern.


Heh. And.. For some reason, I like doing the Kinematics chapter for Add Math.
Lols. So easy luh x.x
Maybe it's just because we just started on it -.-

Okay, that's all.
Goodnight people ;3


10:59 PM


Monday, May 25, 2009

Like how most little girls dreams of being a princess one day,
Like how most little girls dream of and plan out their future weddings,
Like how little children fantasize about being grown ups,
Kimmii instead dreams of and plans her future suicide.

If there ever is one.


I haven't really planned like, in depth..
But my suicide MUST be perfect.
Like seriously, everything in my life isn't as perfect as I want now,
So if I have to go, I should really make a perfect, memorable exit.
It's all about the extremes-
I'll walk off the stage either beautifully or in a gory fashion.
What's the point if your suicide ain't gonna make the headlines?
Haha.


I've concluded that sticking a really rusty, disgusting needle into a vein in your arm
should be an awful way to die.
Hah.
Your blood gets the rust.. And the various bacteria and possible viruses on the needle.
Would you actually die from that?
Like, get an infection or something?
Ew.
Imagine sticking several of those needles into several arteries and veins in your body.
Ouch much?

She bids the audience farewell,
Walks out the hall.
She could die in the next second.
That may be the last time she was seen alive.

Truly yours,
Kimmii Kamikaze


11:05 PM



Wow Evelyn's gonna have a post just for her.
i.e- See title. Lols.
Alright, half a post :)
Anyhoo..


Evelyn is the E in the KSEXY clique.
(Duh. I told you to read the title. Then again, just use your common sense. Lols.)
I knew her from Sec 1 and was kinda my best friend from Sec 1.
Evelyn's the more rational one in the group and gives us more matured advice.
She's the more "guai kia-ish" of the clique and has never got into any trouble with the school authorities as far as I know.
Seriously, NEVER.
Lols.
Sara and I don't really call her sister.. Doesn't seem right.
Instead, she's given the title of 'aunt agony' or something.
Ah.. Not really sure about the title =/
Yea, we love her as Auntie Evelyn!
Wahaha ;3


Hah, happy now, Evelyn? Hee hee.
On the other hand..

Sara, much unlike Evelyn, is NOT anywhere near guai.
In fact,

Sara is a Hardcore Chao Ahlian!

Sara is a HCA (Hardcore Chao Ahlian).
Go her blog and scold her.
LOL.





/edit
Well, if that is true,
then
I have no reason to continue doing this anymore.
Farewell ladies and gentlemen.
As I bow and exit the stage,
head held high and jaw firmly set,
You'll never realise how I ruined my second chance which was given to me
to
turn my whole life around.


6:41 PM


Sunday, May 24, 2009

Yawww!
Today went out to City Hall after tuition.
Was intending to shop and buy loads of stuff, but in the end, only got one shirt and backpack.
Lols.
Didn't buy my comb somemore!
Sian. Have to borrow my sister's comb again.
=,= (you: what a loser)
Lols.
Went to River Island and Topshop but can't seem to see anything nice.
Why ah!
I went out to those two shops on Friday with Sara and there were so many clothes I wanted to buy.
Now nothing -.-
Dinner at Raffle's City, walked around abit more then home-d.

Saturday
Had tuition.
Went home..
Had to wait for the maintainence guy to come down to fix the telephone.
Last minute called off, after TWO HOURS PLUS OF WAITING.
Hell..
Went out at 6pm plus.
Went to Bishan Junction 8 and bought movie tickets to watch 'Night at the Museum 2'.
The movie was at 11pm so went to take our dinner.

Walked to the food court but it was too crowded.
Then went to Pizza Hut.
Had a waiting time of 30 minutes.
-.-
Walked walked..
Mos Burger, Long John Silver's, Subway all too crowded.
So settled on Cafe Cartel in the end.
Lols.
Had my lasagne! =D
Blah blah blah..
Bought some stuff, then spent time at Mcdonald's before proceeding up to the cinema at around 10.45pm.


'Night at the Museum 2' is a really awesome movie to watch.
It's really darn funny and I was giggling like a maniac throughout the movie.
The cast is really good..
And the actor who plays the antagonist in the movie is, I believe, the voice actor of a character in a popular cartoon series. (Guess who ;3)
The whole movie was amusing and lively with all it's cute caricatural characters but I can't help but feel a little sad about the ending.
Maybe it's just me, haha.
'Night at the Museum 2' is absolutely recommended if you're looking for a nice family comedy and are seeking for a good laugh.


Hey, the whole theatree was packed, ( seriously, in the middle of the night ), and I didn't hear anyone grumble or snore during or after the movie.
Hah, I wanna watch it again! =D
The movie ended at 1am something.
Went home, showered and turned in.

That's all.
Have to sleep now..
School tomorrow -.-
And my mum's going to school with me.
Gah, alrights, goodnight :)


10:49 PM


Thursday, May 21, 2009

Yo!
Here to post about..
Sara Wee and Tiew Xin Yi.
Well, they requested a post about them so here it is :)


Xin Yi was my classmate in Sec 1 and 2 but we only became best friends in Sec 3.
I started to be friends with Sara only in Sec 3 but she's now my best friend.

Initially, I found Sara scary when I was in Sec 2 because she had a guy who was rather intimidating in frame as a friend.
So I thought that she was one of those ah lians.
She still is anyways :3

Xin Yi was one of my English competitors in lower sec.
She still is now.
Sara too.
Actually, most of my friends are my rivals in the English subject.
Hahas.

Oh, just so you know, Sara and Xin Yi is part of the KSEXY clique.
Evelyn is the 'E' in the clique.
It used to be the KRSEX clique but.. Oh well =/

Sara is a super retarded girl.
The things she say makes me laugh most of the time.
Sometimes it's not even because of the context, but it's because of the way she says it that makes me laugh.
Hoho.
Did I mention that she's an ah lian?

Xin Yi is another spastic friend of mine.
She'll do random stuff which will make me =.-
But she's occasionally a cute and annoying little brat.
LOL.
Actually, all my friends are all cute and annoying ;3

Sara and Xin Yi are planning to continue their studies in a Polytechnic in after they graduate from our school.
Specifically, Ngee Ann Poly.
I'll be separating from them..
But we'll promise to keep in touch.
Hahas, and a promise is a promise :)


Okay that's all I have to blog about you two.
Can't think about anything else to write.
Lols.
Well, I'll write about today.


School as usual.
Gawd, you people have to count how many times I wrote the above sentence in my blog -.-
Had tons of fun studying.
After school had a short Music class.
Basically to tell us about our music results, both theory and practical.
I topped the batch of O Level Music students :)
Yay!
Hahas.
But not good enough for me, have to improve.
After that, Sara and I waited for Xin Yi.
Then slacked in the canteen.
I slept for dunno how long.
Nice sleep leh..
Lols.
Somemore the weather was so cooling as it was raining at that time.
Then about 6pm like that went home.

Yea, that's all.
Sayos.


6:19 PM


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I've decided

Haha, how cliche!
Well, I could also say "I've made a decision".
I could add "and that is final" to the previous statement.
"I've made up my mind", "I know what I'm gonna do", etc.
Overused and slipping off our tongues.

But for now, I'll just say "I'm gonna do what I oughta do a long time ago."

But I still can't make up my mind about one issue.
Take it up, or don't take it up?
Should I? Or will it affect the rest adversely?

Today had school and Chemistry SPA.
Shall not elaborate about the SPA.
Skill 2 now, Skill 3 is coming up soon.
Hah, have to study for it :)

After school went to KFC for lunch.
Super fattening I know.
Then went to Mcdonald's for desert.
LOL.
I got a Vanilla cone cuz I was really full by then.

Had Chemistry tuition at 7pm.
Bused to Parkway with Sara.
She pei wo walk around until 7pm.
Then went to tuition and she went home.
Learnt about Electrolysis.
Initially didn't know nuts about the topic, but I learnt so much in just 1 and half hours.
Lols.. Yea.
Feel satisfied after learning something :)

The tuition teacher sent me and two others back home, as well as the Chemistry teacher.
So nice of her.
And her little girl is so adorable!
Heh.

Okay, that's all.
Bye bye.


9:17 PM


Monday, May 18, 2009

Changed my main photo and put in a whole new playlist just now.
Try listening to the music, it's nice :)

Well, at the very least, it's nice to me.


There's Chemistry SPA tomorrow.
Physics and Biology is both over and done with.
Wish me luck in the experiment :3

Late at night.
It was cold when we snuck into the
Swimming pool.

I held my breath
You held my hand.

Everything is perfection.


11:25 PM


Sunday, May 17, 2009

Yo.
Quick post for today.

Slept in (kinda) because I finished watching 'Devdas' yesterday night.
Second time or so watching it and it was totally a new movie to me..
Cuz the last time I watched it I was like what, in Primary school and thus cannot really grasp the deeper meaning.


'Devdas' is a really awesome indian movie starring some of the most famous personalities in Bollywood.
More tearjerking than 'Titanic' I must say.
Or perhaps around the same wavelength.
The plot, the acting, every single aspect of the movie is great.
If you need a good cry, go watch it.
You won't regret getting this movie, really.
One of the best movies ever made, ever :)


Seriously, watch it.

Okay, today before tuition had lunch at Jack's Place.
Wow, dined at Jack's Place two times in a row. Went there yesterday for dinner.
Like, half of my steak was raw, but I didn't bother to change it.
Ended up really full anyways.
Then went for tuition.
After tuition I went to Parkway.
Spent time in Borders.
Bought two story books, a Mensa personality book and a copy of 'Dolly' magazine.

Had dinner at the outside hawker centre.
Didn't eat anything, only drank bubble tea.
Then went home.


Firstly, stupid pimples. Fark pimples.
Secondly, my tragus. I thought the scarring has gone down. Not really I guess.
Salt bath! But how to do without my parents questioning me nia =,=

Alright, that's all.
Going back to read my magazine.
Sayos.


8:10 PM


Saturday, May 16, 2009

Hello People!
Experiencing happiness now.
Suddenly managed to pull through and see the positive side of things..
Plus, I might be going shopping later.
Or not.
And that is when I'll start throwing a tantrum.
Lols.


Boom Boom Pow!

I'll be making alot of changes in my life now :)
Mostly for the better I think.
Yea.
Suffering is only temporary.
Let me enjoy my suffering while it happens then :)
I promise I won't screw it up.


And they say 'heyyyaa'.


I am more interested in perfection than with just beauty


11:14 AM


Thursday, May 14, 2009

Thou must not think of lasagne with its absolutely delicious layers of pasta sheets and chunky beef sauce, snug and hot under a blanket of gooey yellow cheese :B

Lasagne
*Throw up*

Okay, anyways, today had school.
Blah blah.
Didn't bring my thermometer on Tuesday as I thought there was no need for it already.
Singapore's orange alert has been lowered to yellow alert already, you see.
Got lectured about it TODAY. Yea.
Poor me :(
And unlucky for me, I had to sit on the floor at the front of the classroom during Physics because I used my handphone in class.
Was showing Vivian something ma..
But heng never get confiscated like last time =/

Took my O Level Music mid-year exam today after school.
Did better than I expected luh.
I mean, I played the piece better than I expected :)
Yup.
Took the theory segment today also.
Think I didn't manage to do that well for theory though.
Boooo :(


AND the pain is subsiding yea?
Kinda ;3
Having MEGA moodswings nowadays though.
Hee.

Milo Mcflurry is nice.


6:29 PM


Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Kawashima and Taku-chan sometimes drew pictures together,
and Taku-chan's were always the same.
He'd smear the whole sheet of paper with black or dark blue or purple,
and in the middle he'd paint a naked little boy whose body was pierced from head to foot with arrows -
dozens of them protruding in every direction, like quills.
'Who's that?' a counseller once asked him,
and Taku-chan said, 'Me.'
The counseller said, 'Well, if it wasn't you, Taku-chan, who would it be?'
'If it's not me,' said Taku-chan, 'I don't care who it is.'



-An excerpt from 'Piercing' by Ryu Murakami


8:38 PM


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

I just realised that I have a really adorable nickname.
Pigster.
LOL.

You don't know how it feels
when
Your whole world spins out of control
and
You think you're losing your grasp on reality
and
You know you're losing your mind
but
You suddenly realise the ground is quite


still.

You don't know how it feels
when
You're throwing every last bit of sanity away
because
You just want it to end faster
and
You know you're crying
but
You suddenly realise your eyes are quite


dry.

You don't know how it feels
when
The pain is too much to handle
and
People don't see the real you
and
You've given up on trying
and
You swear you're screaming
but
You realise that


Nobody hears.


10:29 PM


Monday, May 11, 2009

Dearest,

Life seems so depressing now.
There is absolutely nothing left for me to hang on to.
Don't start screaming and crying, and asking "why?".
Depression gets the better of me.
I hate every aspect of my life.
I hate myself.
I see the happy people around me,
And I ponder,
"Will I ever be like that? Will I ever be happy?"
Happiness lacks its practicality.
I'm void of any hopes and beliefs.

So Dearest,
Goodnight and Goodbye to you.


By the way, I love weddings.
They are events in which I can experience happiness and fulfillment.


7:59 PM



First of all,

Happy First Month to Sara and Jeremy =D

Last long, keep it together :3


Secondly, nothing =.-
I have decided to do what
I should do and what
I must do.
Don't try to change my mind,
I've decided what's best for me


12:56 PM



Hi,
Just came back from Malaysia.
Quite tired, but that's not what's affecting my mood right now.

What's making me worried is my tragus.
The area around the piercing is swollen.. Like.. Swollen swollen.
Just the area around the hole ._.
Like, there's a pimple like swell around it.
Gah..
And I can't take the captive bead ring out =,=
Should have gotten the barbell instead.
If I wanna take it out, I have to go to the shop.

How?
Should I take it out and let it heal over?

Ah, I think I'll just see if the swelling becomes worse or not.
Then possibly change it to a barbell next time.
Have to do salt soaks already.
Gah.

Things to get/do soon:
1)Zippo Lighter
2)Change tragus ring to barbell
3)Study for O Levels


Okay, night night.
Hope that my tragus heals properly =S


2:12 AM


Saturday, May 09, 2009

I officially hate mosquitoes.

Serious.

One was buzzing around my room last night.
Heard it several times and got up several times but couldn't see it anywhere.
Don't know if it's a mosquito or not, but I'll just assume it is.

And..
Of all the places, it had to bite my eyelid.
My EYELID.
And I woke up with my right eye beautifully swollen =D
Yehh!!

Kill mosquitoes. Please participate in the nationwide mozzie wipeout!

Anyways, going to Malaysia soon.
Bye bye peepos :3


7:48 AM


Thursday, May 07, 2009




I survived Mid-Year Exams 2009!

Hee hee.
Some people from 4A and 4B were cheering after the last paper..
And.. A table got destroyed.
LOL.
I saw it, but didn't show any reaction.
After all, it's kinda normal for a table to be flattened on the ground after an exam rights?
Hahas.

Went to Bugis after that with Sara and Xin Yi.
Had lunch at NYDC =)
All three of us had the baked rice thing..
And we were like noobs when it came to paying the bill.
We were like, taking an uber long time to count the money.
Kudos to the waitress for being so patient with us.
I swear, she was trying not to laugh at us.
LOL.

Okay, then we walked around like morons..
Went to Iluma, and walked around somemore.
Bought a frozen chocolate drink and it was quite nice.
Blah Blah..


I'm the nerd. LOL.






Me looking noob while combing my hair. Hee ;3


The caption is supposed to be "cute widdle sara" x3

Then went to Bugis Street to look for Sara's dress.
But don't have and we were walking in circles..Thanks to me. Hahas.
And that stupid Sara was shouting "AAL" in Bugis Street.
Waiting to get whacked by Ah Lians or something.
LOL.
Then she was talking about her non-existant 10 different colors of superman shirts and numerous skinny jeans like a retard.
And the woman who was walking beside us was seriously staring at her.
Because she's a retard.
Hohoho ;3

Anyways, walked back to Bugis Junction.
Was once again walking around in circles =,=
Then walked BACK to Iluma and Slaaaacckkkkeeddd..
Blah Blah Blah then bused home.


Bought a lighter refill and tried to refill my lighter.
And I realised that my lighter is a Butane gas lighter =,=
Bought the wrong type of refill lols.
Have to go out and get a Butane gas refill.
Gonna save up for a Zippo lighter..
Should be buying it like.. next week ba I hope.

By the way, I do not smoke =.-
Although I am tempted to try Shisha..
Should I or should I not?
Those interested come pei me go for Shisha session lor.
Hahas ;3


Gawd.. I'm so darn bored luh.
Good that exam's over..
I think parents are bringing me to Malaysia this weekend..
Should I go?
Don't feel like going leh..
Haiya..

Wonderful cuz I am.

I don't know if I still like you
or
I'm over you.

I don't know myself.

I'm a stranger to myself.

Looking for something.
Something beautiful.


/Edit
Now playing restaurant city on Facebook!
So fun!
Lols =B


8:31 PM


Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Today I very

SUAY!!

Lols.
Why ah? Let's recap.
Woke up early early and got ready and everything.
Went to Mcdonald's at around 5.20am..
But..


It was closed!

Okay, never mind.
Walked over to 7-11 to get some coffee.
But..


It was closed too!

Aren't they supposed to be open 24 hours everyday?
Sheesh.
So I had to go back home to study.
=,=

Went to school, sat for the Bio paper.
Realised that none of the topics I studied for came out.


Wth?

Lols, but actually I didn't study much, but still, suay okay!

Additional Mathematics paper.
Got one question I cannot do but I know I can do one.
Cuz I did something similar before.
I was thinking and staring at the question.
Unfortunately, the method to solve the question came to me only at the last 1 minute we had left to do the paper.
So I only managed to chiong the first half of the question.


Wtf??

@%*&$#!%~
In conclusion, this day has been

An Epic FAIL!!

On a brighter note..
Tomorrow's the last day of the MYE!
Hurrah!
:3


2:03 PM


Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Yo!
Zomg, the MYE is almost over!
Tomorrow's the second last day!
Whoopee! Lols.
Unfortunately, I don't know if I'll be able to make it through tomorrow or not.
Two words: Additional Math
=,=
Dead.


Anyways, today was full Chem paper, which means both Paper 1 and 2 luh.
But there was a long break in between so went home during the break.
Had to go through temperature screening when I came back.
Too bad no fever -.-
Chem was.. Quite alright?
But I'm still gonna fail.
LOL.
It's just the lack of sleep talking.
:B


Yawns, damn tired cuz woke up early again today.
Think I would have to do the same tomorrow..
Add Math leh! How! Confirm die lor =,=
Shit man..


8:40 PM


Monday, May 04, 2009

Waha!

Finally downloaded my TCST songs :3
Yessa!
=D


10:23 PM



Hello people.
I love Geography, but I've got a feeling I'm not gonna do well in it.
Physics is a definite fail.

Puke. Kill.

Alright, what's done is done.
No use crying over spilt milk =/
Let's see what I did today.

Woke up early and went to Mcdonald's to study.
Dad sent me there, and I reached at around 5.30am.
Ate breakfast and studied Geog and Physics.
Chee Eng came with his sister, lucky for me, cuz it was raining and I didn't have an umbrella.
Thank you Chee Eng for lending me your umbrella :)

Went to school, arrived around 7.20am, proceeded to hall.
Didn't have thermometer and had to go to outside the office for temperature taking.
Got others, and even though my group went there later, we got to take our temperature first.
Lols.
Then went back up cuz no fever and took Geog exam first.
Blah blah blah.
After Geog exam had to go back down for another round of temperature taking.
Blah blah blah, went back up to take Physics Paper 2.
Break for 45 minutes, then took Physics Paper 1.
Waha!


Got lectured by Miss Rahma because I didn't bring my thermometer.

Oh ya, need temperature taking cuz there's an orange alert in Singapore for Swine flu.
Which a really serious matter, cuz according to Miss Rahma, if Singapore contracts this virus,
and if Singapore starts having this epidemic,
the whole of Singapore, being a small nation, could be wiped out.
Yea.
Miss Rahma also talked about the government and the expenses used to contain and control this flu.
The steps taken, and all that, and how we, as Singaporeans, should be responsible in our actions.
And as students, we should bring our thermometers as a form of responsiblity.
Yea.
Just saying, in case you guys want to know :)


Okay, my lasagne's ready.
Gotta go makan!
Sayos!


4:09 PM


Sunday, May 03, 2009

I have to go back to studying so I'll make this short and succinct.

Today went for tuition.
Rosi was mad.
In fact, everyone was going mad. Shi Qi was quite alright but Irdina was going crazy too.
It's a mad mad world. I'm going mad.
Rosi was on the verge of tears and whining to the teacher.
We're all gonna die, Rosi.
And Rosi and I talked about contracting Swine Flu just to skip the exams.
We're all mad.

Okay. Then I went home and went out again to East Coast Park with my family for cycling.
Mad right.
Day before the exams and back then I wasn't panicking like how I am now.
Cycled, then went to Old Airport Road for dinner.
Came home, showered,
Grabbed my Ben & Jerry's ( finally! ) and locked myself in my room.)and studied Physics.
Now going through my Geography, and I'm bracing myself to fail Physics.
Argh.. I'm so anxious now, I almost puked just now.

I hate this I hate this.
I can feel..
Oh my gawd.
Never mind.

Maybe it's the music. It's starting to get disturbing right now.
I can't explain.
Save me please.
I'm near dead.


9:49 PM


Saturday, May 02, 2009

Yo!
Back to blog again, cuz I'm free right now.
Heh.
So, I didn't watch the movie after all.. Didn't know it was so late already =,=
By the time I finished showering, it was already 12am.
So shocked, time flies by so fast ._.
So played some nice music and relaxed in my room.
So shiok cans?
Wish life could be less stressful.
And found out that there's no Chem tomorrow, so classes start at 10am.
Waha!

I'm kinda in the mood for some Math right now =/
But there's no way I'm gonna start doing Math right now.
Uh-uh. No way.
I took this day off to relax.
I'll start revising like siao from tomorrow onwards.
I mean.. Later, after daytime.
Ah, cuz, today's already Saturday.
Yep -.-


Uh, hi, my name is Kimmy Kayyy.
It's actually Kimmy Kay Kay Farking Ecstasy, but I figured it was quite a mouthful so I modified it to suit people's needs.
I like studying.
I like eating too, and I actually eat alot.
But eating alot would result in a supersized me, so I control my continuous cravings for all types of food.
Did you notice the clever use of alliteration in my previous sentence? Lols.
I'm really annoying and one of my hobbies is to get on my friends' nerves as many times as possible.
Until they stop being friends with me, then it would get personal.
Guffaw.
.
I LOVE SCHOOL!!
=D

And yes, as you can see, I really have nothing better to do.
Har har.

Fashion is the Art,
Designers are the Gods,
Models play the part of Angels in the dark.
Which one of you would ever dare to go against
That beauty is a trade
and everyone is paid-
Fashionista, How do you look?


Hoho, gonna read my book now.
Good night peepos!
*Insert smiley face here*


12:24 AM


Friday, May 01, 2009

Today woke up late.. Hah managed to sleep in ;3
And slept at 2am yesterday too, so ya.
Bathed and everything but went out only at 5.30pm cuz Mum was doing her work.
Went to Suntec, had dinner then walked to Marina Square.
Bought a top at Topshop.
Was kinda lazy and blur at that time so didn't buy much there.
Then went to Club Marc and bought a top and bottom.
Both is like, some new age, vinyl fabric.
Hahas, quite nice and unique :)

But..
I thought Club Marc was something like River Island or Topshop.
Around that level, or at least, it used to be.
Now the clothes there are not really fantastic, and the prices are super cheap.
So weird, it has become like, the classier version of 'This Fashion' ._.
I shopped there in the past at Vivocity and the clothes were kinda at the upper range.
But now, it has changed =/
Did they sell the company off?

Went to City Link Mall.
Bought two DVDs at HMV.
Then to Raffle's City and had a snack at J.Co.
Had the intention to continue shopping but unfortunately, by that time it was already closing time for the shops.
But Mum said we'll continue shopping on Sunday or something.
Yay =D
Lols.


Quite a nice holiday but there's classes tomorrow.
Wtf right??
Ruin my mood when I think about it =,=
Siannnnnnnnn.

Should to sleep early but I'm gonna watch my 'An Interview with a Vampire' movie anyways.
Damn good movie.
The novel is really good too.
Go find it, 'An Interview with a Vampire' by Anne Rice.
Well, that's all.
Sayos.


10:56 PM