Dearest,
Life seems so depressing now.
There is absolutely nothing left for me to hang on to.
Don't start screaming and crying, and asking "why?".
Depression gets the better of me.
I hate every aspect of my life.
I hate myself.
I see the happy people around me,
And I ponder,
"Will I ever be like that? Will I ever be happy?"
Happiness lacks its practicality.
I'm void of any hopes and beliefs.
So Dearest,
Goodnight and Goodbye to you.
By the way, I love weddings.
They are events in which I can experience happiness and fulfillment.
♥ 7:59 PM